Dazed.

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Grayson's POV

"Hey buddy, you alright?"
Jax asked as he walked into the alleyway. I just shook my head, clearly annoyed.

"You done my job yet?" He asked as he took a seat next to me.
"Got him located, I'll do it tonight" I said, anger still traced in my voice.

"What's got ya so tense?" Jax asked.
I turned to face him.
"I've just beaten the shit out of my twin brother because he was saying stuff that is not true" I said as the anger practically poured out of me.

"What stuff?" He asked intrigued.
"He was talking about my girl. Saying stuff that is not true, saying that I meant nothing to her. She is my everything, Jax. I love her" I said as I leant my head against the wall.

"When did she leave?"
"A couple days ago" I said, sounding defeated.
"Have you tried finding her?" He asked.
"Uh yah" I said in a duh tone.

"It can't be hard to find her, if you have the right connections like me" He said, sounding big headed.
"Trust me, I have the connections, they just won't help" I said.

"Why won't they help?" He asked, he was starting to get on my nerves, it was none of his business.
"You wouldn't believe me if I told you" I said, not wanting to tell him anything about her.

"Try me" He said.
"She was the leader of the gang. My gang, but they can't help me. They said that it's going behind her back, and that she left for a reason so they can't help." I said as I looked away from him. There was a long pause, until he spoke up.
"Oh, well what's her name?" He asked.

I can't tell him that. Everyone still thinks she's dead, they might try and hurt her if they do find her. I don't want that. I will find her myself, making sure she is safe.

"I can't tell you that" I said.
"Why?" He asked. He was really getting on my nerves.
"Jax! Please. Enough with the questions. I'm not telling you her name" I said angrily.

He just stood up.
"Come on" He said as he pulled me to my feet.
"Where are we going?" I asked confused.
"You are going to let out some of your anger." He said as we started walking down the street.
I didn't say another word, I just followed him.

We walked and walked, until we came to a worn out building. Not gonna lie, it looked pretty similar to James', the only difference is that this one was packed with people.

"Jax, what's going on?" I asked as he pulled me into the building, through the crowd of people. We ended up at a desk.

"I want to enter a fighter please" Jax said to the man behind the desk.
"Entry fee" He said as he put his hand out to Jax.

Jax just nodded and handed the man some money.
"Name?"
"Grayson"

Wait, what?
Why did Jax give him my name?
And why the fuck are we here?
It's just making me angrier, the large crowd and the cheers coming from the middle of the room we were in.

"Okay, he's up in 5" the man behind the desk said.
As soon as he said that, there was a large cheer, followed by someone being carried away into a room.

"Never mind, I guess he's up" The man said as he stood up and gestured his arm out to the middle of the room.

"Jax what's going on?" I asked confused.
"Grayson, just go in there and let loose. Whatever you do, don't lose" Jax said as he pushed me into an old looking ring.

"What do you mean lose?!" I shouted to him as the crowd started to cheer this guys name, 'Banger'

"Okay, we have a newbie! Welcome Grayson!" A man yelled through a microphone as he stood in the middle of the ring.

"Grayson!" He yelled as he lifted up my arm.
I was so fucking confused, my anger was threatened to spill. The loud cheers were pissing me off so much.

"Okay, son. The rules. Don't stop until one of you is out. Got it?" The man with the microphone said to me.
That's when I got it.
I just looked at Jax and smirked as I nodded my head.

The man raised his hands, then dropped them as he quickly ran out of the ring.

I rolled my shoulders as I clicked my fingers. I stared at the man before me. He was over 6 foot, and well built. He had blood dripping from his nose and a bruised eye, apart from that, he looked untouched.

I leaped towards him as my first collided with his jaw. He stumbled backwards a little, allowing me to send 2 hard blows to his stomach, making him instantly fall. I wasn't done with him yet, I was only just getting started.

I let him get back to his feet. As soon as he gained his balance, he swung for me. Being a lot smaller than this man made it easier to move around him. I ducked out of the way of his punch as I dropped to my knees and spun around, causing him to fall.

I was instantly on top of him, throwing punches as his face. I threw punch after punch, his blood had completely covered my hands. He was no longer moving underneath me, that's when I stood up and spit out the metal taste that was forming in my mouth.

I looked up, to see people stood with their mouths open in shock. It became silent in the room, as the man with the microphone returned and held my arm in the air.

"Grayson!" He yelled as everyone around us cheered. I looked around the room, people looked so shocked as 'Banger' was being dragged out of the ring.

That's when I was handed money, a couple hundred. I looked at Jax with wide eyes, he just looked back at me and clapped slowly.

"Can I go again?" I asked the man with the microphone.
"Yeah, you just beat the reigning champion!" He said as he hit my back with his arm.

Before I knew it, another man had entered the ring. He immediately charged at me, thinking he had a chance.

Within about 10 seconds, I was on top of him, throwing punches at his face. After about 20 seconds, he had stopped moving underneath me. The blood practically poured out of him as I stood up, everyone cheering around me. I just had a sly smirk on my face.

I was handed more money.
I then went to ask if I could go again, when Jax put his hand on my shoulder.

"Grayson, I say you stop before you lose" He said as he pulled me out of the ring. He's right, the only reason I did so well was because I was so angry. I've kinda calmed down now.

Me and Jax walked out of the building, down the street into a park.
"That was so good" I said as I sat on a bench. Jax just sat down next to me and reached into his pocket.

"Here, you deserve it" He said.
"But you also owe me 50" he added. I just chuckled a little and handed him the money as I took a pill from his hands, swallowing it immediately.

The fuzzy feeling took over my body as I rested my head back onto the bench.










I was motionless.









I was limp.



















I was dazed.

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