*In process of editing*
Grayson's POV
"Come on, Joseph" I said as I helped him to his feet. I ran out of the room, pulling Joseph with me.
She couldn't have gone far.
I started running in the direction of Shawn's house, she wouldn't have left without finishing him off.
I picked Joseph up, as he was getting tired, and continued running.
I need to get to her.
I ran the whole way to the house.
Once it was in my sight, I stopped in my tracks.
Police cars surrounded the house and caution tape spread across the scene. Ambulances pulled up next to the house as neighbours stood on their porches, watching silently.
I was too late.
She was gone.
She was fucking gone.
I needed Ethan.
I was a mess.
I ran past the house, to where Me and Megan had left the jeep.
It was still there, which means Megan can't have gone very far as she has to have walked.
I pushed past officers and ran to the jeep, placing Joseph in the back seat, making sure his seatbelt was on. I then sped off, away from the chaotic scene.
I drove to the hotel Ethan and the gang were staying at, going way over the speed limit. Maybe she went to say goodbye to Ethan.
I pulled up at the hotel and got Joseph out of the car. I practically ran into the hotel, going straight up to Ethan's room.
"Ethan!" I yelled as I banged my fist against the door.
Ethan answered the door as he rubbed his eyes, I must have woken him up.
"Grayson whats wro-"
I cut him off as I pushed past him into the hotel room. She wasn't here. I gripped my hair in my hands, pulling it.
"Grayson!" Ethan yelled as he tried to stop me.
"She's gone!" I yelled, catching him off guard.
"She's fucking gone!" I added as I fell to my knees, sobbing my heart out.
It felt as if the world came crashing down right in front of me, right there, right then. Without her I have no world, I have no life. She was my life.
I started nocking things over.
I punched at the wall, leaving a huge hole in it. I didn't give a fuck. I couldn't stop myself.
I repeatedly smashed my fists against the floor, causing them to instantly bruise. Cuts formed over my knuckles as I continued to punch at anything and everything. I was going insane.
Ethan kept trying to stop me or calm me, but nothing worked. I couldn't stop. I was sobbing uncontrollably.
I looked over at Joseph.
He was crying.
I had scared him.
That's when I snapped back into reality, and I had control over my body again. I ran into the bathroom to wash the blood of my hands. The water against my cuts made them sting like crazy.
Once they had stopped bleeding, I ran back into the room up to Joseph.
"I'm sorry, Joe. I didn't mean to scare you buddy" I said as I wiped his tears away.
He jumped into my arms and held me tightly. I started to cry again.
"Is she really gone, Grayson?" He asked through his cries.
"I.. I don't know, bud" I said as I started to sob. Ethan sat down next to us and held us both. He too was crying.
I felt like someone had just ripped a hole into my heart. My head was throbbing and my heart was aching.
She is gone.
The love of my life has left me.
I felt like I couldn't move.
My tears had stopped flowing.
I had none left.
I was bare.
I was Benumbed.
