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Grayson's POV
I walked down the street, kicking the stones under my feet as I went.
She was gone. She was never coming back.
I guess It still hasn't sunk in, I still don't fully believe it, nor will I ever.
I will never accept it, I will look for her, I can't be without her.
She's out there somewhere, she's alone. She's hiding, running, and I'm determined to find her, even if it's the last thing I do.
I slowly made my way to the hotel to Reeman's room. I knocked on his door and played with the drawstring on my hoodie as I waited for him to open up.
"Any luck?" I asked as he opened the door. He sighed, then nodded.
"He was spotted yesterday at this apartment complex, It looks pretty rough though." He said as he handed me a piece of paper with the location of the apartment complex.
"Thanks" I said as I turned around to walk away. Reeman placed his hand on my arm, making me stop and turn back around to him.
"Don't do anything stupid, yeah? Megan wouldn't want that" He said.
"Don't fucking talk about her! You don't know what she would want!" I yelled as I pushed him off me. My blood was boiling.
"Grayson calm down" He said as he put his hand on my shoulder.
Would this bitch quit touching me?
"No! You don't know shit!" I yelled as I pushed him off me again.
I made a run for the door, I don't want to hurt him, and with the anger that is bubbling inside of me right now, the chances of me hurting him are pretty high.
I stormed out of his room, into Ethan's. As soon as I walked inside, Ethan was at my side.
"Grayson, we are leaving" He said.
"Ethan, we aren't leaving yet" I said as I walked past him into the bathroom.
"Gray, we don't need to be here anymore, we can go back to normal now. We can go home" He said.
"No Ethan. I can't leave yet" I said as I stared at my reflection in the mirror.
The red in my eyes had disappeared, but my pupils were still dilated. The bags under my eyes were still huge and the colour was still drained from my face.
"I can't leave Ethan, I have to do something" I said, getting annoyed with him.
"What could possibly be so important Grayson" Ethan said.
"Ethan, just fuck off yeah?" I spat as I examined my appearance again.
"No. What do you have to do" He asked.
"I have to do a job okay? There, you happy?" I said as I turned and looked at him.
"She's making you do this, isn't she" He said as he looked back at me.
He didn't need to do that. He didn't need to bring her into this.
"Don't talk about her, Ethan" I said angrily as I looked back at myself.
"She's the one that's going to get you killed" He said, raising his voice.
"She hasn't done shit!" I said, starting to lose my temper.
"Grayson, there's nothing stopping us from going back to normal, forgetting all of this." Ethan said, making me rage with anger.
"Ethan" I said, my anger practically pouring out of me.
"Grayson, maybe its a good thing she's gone" He said, making me want to kill him right then and there.
"Ethan!" I yelled.
"Grayson, she changed you. She ruined you!" Ethan yelled.
I turned around and pushed him up against wall, my hands clasped around his neck as I lifted him off the floor slightly.
"She is everything to me!" I yelled as I bashed his back against the wall.
"She is my fucking everything!" I yelled again as I hit his back against the wall again, this time harder, causing a painting to fall.
"Too bad you're nothing to her!" He spat. That's when I lost it.
I threw him to the floor as I punched him in his ribs. I then got on top of him, throwing punches to his face.
"I love her!" I yelled as I stood up and pulled him to his feet.
"How dare you!" I added as I hit him again.
"She means everything to me!" I yelled as I continued to batter my own brother.
"She is my everything!" I repeated as I threw punch after punch.
My vision was blurred with tears. I could not longer see what was going on around me, I could only feel my fists connecting with Ethan's body.
I was soon dragged backwards as my hands were put behind my back. I was pushed to the floor as someone sat on me, keeping me down. My face was pushed to the floor as the room started to fill with gang members.
I looked up at my brother, he was battered and bruised. Blood poured from his nose and cuts were on every inch of his face. He couldn't stand, he couldn't move. He lead on the floor as gang members huddled around him, trying to help him.
I did that.
I did that to my own brother.
My own fucking brother.
And I'm glad I did.
He deserved it.
How dare he.
How dare he say that.
He was lying.
He didn't know shit.
Megan loves me.
She loves me.
And I love her.
2 gang members were sat on me, holding me down, as another was sat in front of me, making sure I couldn't get lose from their grip.
I couldn't be here right now. I needed to find Jax.
"Get off me" I said calmly. Nobody moved or said anything.
"I said, get the fuck off me" I said, anger traced in my voice.
Again, nobody moved.
"I said fucking get of me!" I yelled this time, causing some people to jump. Once again, nobody moved.
I wriggled around until one of the men stood up, that's when I rolled over and threw the other off me. I punched one as I pushed the other away from me.
I pushed my way through the bathroom, hitting anyone that tried to stop me.
I had successfully made it out of the bathroom and made a run to the door.
Gang members kept trying to pull me back, so I just hit them harder.
I finally made it out of the room and sprinted down the hallway to the exit.
I ran full speed away from the hotel after I had made it outside.
I ran straight for the alleyway.
Jax had told me to meet him there.
Once I had made it to the alleyway, I slid my back down the wall as I closed my eyes. I picked up a stone from the ground and threw it as hard as I could at the wall opposite me.
I screamed out as I fell backwards against the wall again.
Ethan's words replayed over and over in my head.
Too bad you're nothing to her.
Too bad you're nothing to her.
Too bad you're nothing to her.
I couldn't get it out of my head.
How could he say that?
My own brother?
I was outraged.
I was furious.
I was livid.
