Shattered

Shattered 1

Part 1
#shattered

Shattered, hurt, heart broken, regret! That's all I could think about as I lay outside the home that I once shared with the man I once loved!

It was early Saturday morning as I waited and waited for the man I have fallen in love with to take us to our 5 year anniversary diner. The man I love dearly so much is known as Alvin Wells aka Al. We've known each other since I was 20 years of age. Your maybe wondering who I am, well my name is Alysa Halls & I'm currently 25 years old!

I waited & waited to only be fucked over once more! I know what your thinking, why would fool around with somebody like that for 5 long years. Well he wasn't like that at first. He use to bring me flowers to work every week & for our anniversary we would go on romantic dates and pleased me in every way possible.

But two months ago something change about him! We use to hold each other, go through each other phones, we shared everything, we trusted each other.........well at least that's what I thought! I tried to talk to him to figure out what's wrong? What's making him treat me like shit? Do I mean anything to him? That's all I wanted to know!

Little did I know all the answers I been begging to get answered would break my heart in ways I thought couldn't get broken!

I'll never forget that day! February 15, 2016 our Anniversary! My Birthday! 1 day after Valentine's Day! The love of my life left me, kick me to the curve! I wasn't even mad I was numb! I couldn't believe it!

That exact day I sat waiting and waiting calling the one person I gave my all to over and over, & he left me with no care in the world! I was dress in the most beautiful long black dress, with my long straight hair hanging down my back, with a tab bit of make-up to show the love of my life how much he meant to me, to be apart of my life! I had the most special gift for Alvin, something he always wanted! I was beyond happy, excited to show my man what his women was capable of & to give him his gift and make him proud!