Torn Between Two

Chapter 8: Hanging On To Tight

"It'll burn you pretty bad to. Trust me I got the scares on my heart." He said.

"Miranda Garrett and Christian to gorilla." A voice said through a speaker.

"See you out there." I said.

I walk down to gorilla to see Jay there.

"Miranda look I'm sorry, I promise..." Was all Jay could say before I cut him off.

"No need for that. I don't need to hear anymore empty promises." I said before walking out to the sound of Christian's theme song.

The crowd went wild as they saw me and Christian walk down the ramp to the ring. Aj and Dean were already in the ring.

"You wanna go first?" Christian asked.

"Yeah." I said.

The bell rung and Aj and I locked up instantly.

"I'm going to put you into the headlock." I said to Aj so no one could see that I was telling it to her. Had to keep the wrestling secrets secret.

"I'm going to elbow you in the stomach and your going to fall." She said.

She did so and I fell.

"I'm going to kick you in the head and then I'm going to turn around and not pay attention. I want you to tag Christian." She said.

She kicked me and I sold that I was in pain. I was slowly getting up and I tagged in Christian. Him and Dean instantly started attacking each other. In the end Christian got the winning pin. I raised his hand in victory,and then we headed backstage.

BACKSTAGE

"Miranda we need to talk." Jay said.

"About what how I "regret" everything?" I asked.

"No, Miranda I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said. I love you." He said.

Jon's voice played through my head.

"Love is not sleeping with each other and crying afterwards."

"I talked to Jon." I said.

"What did he say?" He said.

"Nothing that concerns your Canadian self." I said rudely.

"Don't be like that." He said.

"Oh but you can." I said harshly.

He pushed me against the wall gently and look me in the eyes.

"Why does love hurt." He said before kissing me. I kissed back feeling the same thing I felt with Jon. We just stood there kissing for a while before I pushed him back.

"I have to go." I said before running to my locker room.

"Da** it, why do I have to feel like this." I said crying. I packed my stuff up. I grabbed my phone and saw I had a message.

TEXT

JON: The fire burnt me a little bit more. Love hurts.

MIRANDA: Burns me everyday, use water it helps. Love hurts and burns.

JON: Water won't help these burns ,not even a doctor can fix these.

MIRANDA: Love bites.

END OF TEXT

I put my phone down and got dressed into regular clothes. I hated getting out of my attire. I just wanted to hold onto that moment of being a wrestler for a little bit longer. And when I take off that attire that feelings gone, just like when I leave Jon's or Jay's arms the feeling of coldness has replaced the feeling of love.

TEXT

JAY THE CANADIAN: Date?

MIRANDA: When?

JAY THE CANADIAN: Tomorrow

MIRANDA: Maybe.

END OF TEXT.

"Love is beautiful pain." I said to myself before leaving.