Torn Between Two

Chapter 14: I Kiss You Tell

"Jon I don't know what I would do without you." I said wiping away some tears.

"You would be surprised princess." He said. "You could be in Jay's arms if it wasn't for me. You wouldn't be crying and you wouldn't be hurt." He said looking down at the ground.

"Jon you better not be blaming yourself." I said pushing Jon on the bed and getting on him sitting on his stomach. "I don't want you to blame yourself, because that Mirada girl in your story, she loves Jon just as much as Jon loves her." I said.

"The story has a happy ending." He said.

"I believe so." I said.

"Does that mean I take you on dates and stuff now?" He asked.

"No, I don't want dates. I want you and me together, just that. I want your sweet soft kisses and those rough ones to. I love all of you. Your blue eyes, your dirty blond hair, your dimple, your lips, your fingers, your nose. All of it, I need it. I will always love Jay, but I will always love Jon more." I said kissing Jon softly.

"Jon will always love Miranda more than wrestling." He said and I chuckled.

"I love you like the ocean it goes on forever." He said.

"I love you to the moon and back two times." I said lacing are fingers together. He smiled at me and I saw he was happy. I loved it when Jon smile his genuine smile. All I wanted was him to be happy.

"Jon you make me so happy, I love this cheesy love story we have here." I said.

"I love you to princess." He said.

I made a funny face at him and he chuckled at me.

"Wanna listen to music?" I asked.

"Yeah." He said smiling.

I got off of him and hooked my iPod on my Ihome. I turned on When I Grow Up by the Pussycat dolls.

"Really?" He asked.

"Yes come dance with me." I said and he walked over to me.

We danced fast paced just like at the club.

"Can we at least play a slow song?" He asked.

"Yes, only to please you Jonathan Good." I said. I played When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars. Jon grabbed me from behind and turned me around so I could face him. He kissed me softly and slowly. I could taste his gum. I smiled into the kiss and he pulled away.

"What you smiling at?" He asked.

"Us, how far we've come." I said.

Jay's sweet nothing he told me on the night we made love rang through my head.

"I love you and I won't ever let you go."

"Miranda I'm glad at how far we've come to." He said.

"You let me go." I said out loud referring to Jay's in my head.

"What?" Jon said with a confused look on his face.

"Nothing." I said.

"Okay..... Miranda you know how much I love you right." He said.

"Y-yes." I said shuttering and starting to cry.

"Miranda don't cry, why are crying?" He asked.

"I-I don't know. I'm emotionally weak right now. I want you but I feel as if I don't deserve you. I love you so much and I want to just kiss you every moment of the day but I feel that one day your not going to kiss back. I love you so much and I can't bare to lose you. And Jay...." I said.

"Don't talk about him. He made a stupid decision and let you go." He said.

"No I let him go. He told me not to leave and I told him I had to in order for him to get his life back. I made him cry Jon. I'm so horrible." I said burying my head in between my legs.

"No your not. I promise you. Now come on and lay down with me. Kiss me all you want." He said.

I got up and got into my bed with him. He pulled the blanket over us and he snuggled closer to me and wrapped his arms around me. I turned around and saw he was crying.

"Jon why are you crying?" I asked.

"I'm just so happy to have you wrapped in my arms again." He said.

I kissed him gently. He rolled us over and he got on top of me. He rolled again not paying attention because he was kissing me and we fell off the bed.

"Nice job Jon." I said laughing.

"I wasn't paying attention." He said laughing to. He leaned down and kissed me gently. He pulled away but I only pulled him back into a rough yet sweet kiss. I pulled off his shirt and he took off mine........