Torn Between Two

Chapter 16: Sorry

"Jon wake up." I said shaking him gently.
"Whhhhhhhhy?" He groaned.
"Because we have a flight to catch in thirty minutes. We have to be Quebec for smackdown so get up." I said.
"Oh sh**, I totally forgot." Jon said getting up and putting some clothes on.
"Finally." I said. "I packed our bags already all you need to do is to get ready and drive to the airport."
"Okay. Princess thank you." He said kissing me on the lips.
"Your welcome Jon." I said spanking him on the butt.
"Feisty I see." He said smiling.
"Absolutely." I said smirking.
"Let's go." Jon said grabbing the bags.
"Okay." I said.


AIRPLANE
"Jon what are we going to do when we get to Quebec." I said.
"I have to hit the gym." He said.
"Oh yeah I'll go walking or maybe even possibly hit the gym with you." I said.
"Sounds great. Just not as good as you moaning my name." He whispered in my ear so no one could hear.
"That's just nasty." Joe aka Roman said.
"Wasn't meant for you to hear." Jon said.
"Well I did and now I don't think I can look at you or Miranda the same anymore." Joe said.
"Suck it up." I said.
"Ohhh girl, you feisty." Joe said sounding liking a girl.
"Whatever." I said doing Marsye's hand thing.
I kissed Jon on the cheek.
"I love you." I whispered and laced are fingers together.
"I love you to. Like the ocean..." He said before I cut him off.
"It goes on forever." I said.
"Your to cute." Jon said.
"Your to adorable. That smile you have ,that can be a cause of death." I said.
"So can your neck kisses." He said looking down at out fingers laced together.
"I love you so much. I can't wait for the day I get to call you Miranda Good. I can't wait for that one day where all the stress of you leaving me is gone. I can't wait for us to just be the way we were before all of this. I loved it. You and me together being so stupid in love. It was like a dream, I fell for you more and more everyday. You in my eyes are perfect. Dont change about yourself because nothings wrong your flawless." He said in a truthful tone.
"I can't wait either. I love your presence. I love your everything."I said laying my head on his shoulder.



THE ARENA
"Miranda you are going to confront Aj after her match tonight about her match." Matt the divas relations person said.
"Okay." I said.
I walked in my locker room and got ready. I put my hair in a ponytail and got on my converse and gear. I heard a knock on the door.
"Miranda, we need to talk." Jay said. He looked horrible. His eyes were red and puffy from crying probably. I felt like a horrible person.
"What about Jay I thought this was over." I said.
"Me to. I went on that date with Layla. She isn't anything like you. I can't get you off my mind, your voice keeps playing in my head saying, I won't regret this, and screw Jon." He said.
"I'm sorry Jay. Me and Jon are happy I think. I keep thinking about your voice saying I'll never let you go to but look what happened." I said.
"I told you to say." He said.
"After you told me that we could be no more." I said.
"I'm sorry okay. I miss you. I miss what we called love. I miss those nights I spent with you and not just the ones were I slept with you. The ones were we stayed up and talked. Remember those nights when I was still training you and it would be two in the morning and we lay in the middle of the ring and tell stories. Remember that last kiss you gave me. Remember that!" Jay said yelling and starting to tear up.
"I remember all of that. But sometimes I wish I didn't. When the pain becomes so unbearable I just don't know what to do. The times were I'm left to cry on the cold hard ground by myself. I've learned something from what we have though...... Never make the same mistake twice." I said.
"What do you mean twice?" He said.
"Jay I loved you when you were training me and you just pushed me away. I remember this one was going to tell you I liked you and I walked in and you were kissing a girl. I was shattered Jay. That's why I didn't show up for practice that day okay. You know I'm hurt when I'm not in that ring. Jay I didn't even wanna work with you after that day. That's why we became so distant. That's why I asked Adam to help me instead of you. Okay! I GUESS I WAS TO STUPID TO REALIZE THAT IF YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME THE FIRST TIME YOU WOULDN'T LOVE ME THE SECOND TIME!" I yelled.
I heard another knock at the door and I answered it.
"Can I come in." Jon said.
"Yeah sure." I said holding back tears.
"What is he doing here?" Jon asked.
"We were talking." I said.
"Yeah and I would still like to." Jay said.
"You don't deserve to talk to her. You broke her heart in to a million pieces." Jon.
"Oh and you do. If it wasn't for you and you cheating on her none of us would be here right now." Jay said harshly.
"That's none of your business!" Jon said.
"Yes it is. It has been since the night you did it. Your not the only one in this love triangle." Jay said.
"You so stupid. You think she is going to want you when she has someone who actually cares about her right now." Jon said.
"I care about her, don't you dare say I don't. I love her more than you can possibly imagine. Your the stupid one, you cheated on her. I was the one who cheered her up that night." He said.
"You were nothing but a rebound." Jon said.
"No Jon don't say that because you know that he wasn't." I said.
"Why are you sticking up for him he broke your heart! You know you don't really care for him. He is nothing but I rebound and you make him believe that you really love him." Jon said harshly.
"No he is not a rebound, I love both of you. He sure as he** is proving something your not." I said.
"Oh yeah and what is that princess?" Jon asked.
"Love." Jay said.
"Stay out off this." Jon said.
"No. I won't stay out of this, this is just as much my battle as it is yours." Jay said.
"I already won it, okay. You let her go and I got her. I love her and you just think you love her." Jon said.
"No you didn't. Ask Miranda about that night. What did you say Miranda? Screw Jon." Jay said. Jon looked over at me.
"It doesn't matter that was the night she hurt. She didn't mean it." He said.
"Jon you can't take that she is taking up to me can you?" Jay asked harshly.
"Jay she loves me, get that through you thick skull. You have nothing that she wants." Jon said.
"How about you let me talk." I said.
"You can go on and say those things without me even confirming them. Don't call him a rebound because he is not a rebound." I said.
"He is a rebound you just slept with him." Jon said
"I guess that makes you a rebound to then huh?! Jon stop calling him that! Neither of you are rebounds or anything like that. I love you both!" I yelled.
"She will always love Jay, but will always love Jon more my a**." Jon said. I reached up and slapped Jon across the face.
"Oh my god Jon, I'm so sorry." I said starting to cry.
"You little bit**!" Jon yelled holding his face.
"Don't call her that!" Jay yelled.
I started to cry because of what Jon called me.
"I DIDN'T MEAN TO DA** IT! OKAY, I LOVE HER AND IT JUST SLIPPED OUT. I'M SORRY MIRANDA!" Jon yelled. "I'm sorry I'm not everything that you want. I'm sorry for everything I put you through. I'm just sorry okay." Jon said crying.