Torn Between Two

Chapter 6: Love

I walked up to Jay's door and knocked. "I know I should have got a room last night." I muttered to myself.
He answered.
"Jay I came here because....." I was cut off when Jay kissed me. I pulled back from the kiss.
"Jay what are you doing?" I asked.
"Kissing you now let me." He said kissing my neck.
"No Jay really." I said.
"I wanna to show you how much I need and love you." He said.
"No Jay." I said.
"What do you mean no?" He asked.
"I mean I can't do this again." I said.
"What happened to I won't regret this tomorrow, screw Jon." He said.
"I never said I regretted last night and I talked to Jon today." I said.
"Oh you talked to him. So are you going to get back together with him?" He asked.
"No we actually more of yelled than talked." I said.
"Oh. Miranda?" He said.
"Yes?" I said
"Please let me pleasure you. I really really need to." He said.
"Jay I don't want to just be your little toy." I said.
"Your not, I said pleasure you."
"And I said no." I said pushing him off.
"I would like to just take a shower, can I?" I asked.
"Yes go ahead." He said.
I went into the bathroom and closed the door. I striped down and got into the shower. I heard the door open.
"Jay?" I said.
"Yes?" He said.
"What are you doing in here?" I asked.
"Just wondering if I may join, I need to wash last night off of me to you know." He said.
"Will you leave me alone if I do let you in?" I asked.
"For today yes." He said.
"Get in." I said.
Moments later he was in the shower with me. He turned me around to look at him.
"Why are you not mad at me?" I asked.
"Because I love you and why should I be mad at you. I need to understand that you just ended a relationship." He said. I pushed him against the shower wall and start kissing him with hunger.
"I thought we came to wash last night off not get some more on us." He said.
"I really don't care right now and If I was you I would shut your mouth before I change my mind." I said.
"Miranda I can't do this. I can't do this knowing you love Jon." He said.
"Why you did you do It last night then?" I asked.
"Because I was a little drunk and I love you and everything happened so fast." He said.
"So I was a drunken mistake." I said.
"No." He said pushing my body closer to his. "Lets just make love." He said.
"Okay." I said.
"I hate arguing you know." He said kissing my shoulder.