Torn Between Two

Chapter 27: Kiss Me

THE AIRPLANE

"I love you Jay." I said lacing our fingers together.

"I love you to Miranda." He said leaning down and kissing me softly. He tried to pull away but I got him by the neck and pulled him down and kissed him again. He smiled into the kiss and I gently bit his lip. He moaned quietly. I opened my mouth and he slid his tongue in and I played with the back of his hair.

"Uhhhmm" Someone said.

I turned around and saw Jon.

"Sorry." Was all I could say.

"No need to be. Just having fun." He said looking away from me.

"Jon I don't want this flight to be awkward." I said. He didn't answer.

"Just leave him alone Miranda." Jay said and he laced are fingers together once again. I turned on my iPod and Let Her Go came on. It reminded a lot of what was going on. Jon was my hero but so was Jay. Jon saved me from the dark dark world and Jay saved me from an uprising of Jon's soon to become dark dark soul. I looked over to Jon. He was texting someone. I looked at the ID it said

COLBY. I didn't want to be nosy so I looked away and to Jay. He was asleep.

"Jon I think we should talk." I said.

"About what?" He asked.

"Just what's going on. Have you found out if AJ is having your kid?" I asked.

"Yes I did. It's not mine its Phil, so wish him the best of luck. At least he got something to live for and a woman to bare his children." He said with no emotion.

"Jon. You'll find someone." I said.

"No I won't. I thought I did but clearly you happy with him." Jon said pointing to Jay.

"You are the only girl that made me happy and made me feel loved and If I can't have you I want no one."

"Jon you can find love somewhere else you know." I said.

"No I can't. You are the only girl I've ever might that puts up with my crap. You were the only girl that said they loved me and meant it. I don't want love from anyone else, okay?" Jon said.

"I'm sorry." I said.

"Don't be your just trying to find love and the right man. I just want to thank you." Jon said.

"For what?" I asked.

"For everything you put up with. The nights where I yelled and screamed at you for nothing. The nights we made love. The nights you would let me hold you and let tell you my stories from the streets. Just thank you." He said.

"No thank you. I wouldn't be here without you. You took me in. I was abandoned and unloved and you showed me how to love and how it felt. I was young and scared and you help me through it Jon." I said.

"We only spent one night together though." He said.

"That's what I wanted you to believe. I wanted you to believe that I only saw you once and just left. Jon I use to go to all of your practices and I watched all of you matches. I learned from you. I left for Canada though to learn more. I wanted to be a great wrestlers for you Jon. This career I have right is dedicated to you and Jay. I did this to show you how much faith you gave me. So thank you." I said.

"Oh." He said.

"Your my dream girl, and I'll love you forever I promise."

"I love you forever to." I said.

Is this really what I wanted, did I really want Jay or did I want to go back to that night at the courthouse and say I do without a regret. I didn't know what I wanted at this point. I love Jay but Jon is something special. Makes me want to go back to him every time we talk. I'm with Jay now and I can't regret what I have with him because that is impossible.

Jon smiled at me.

"How was that girl?" I asked.

"She sucked, wasn't nearly as good as you." He said and I blushed.

"How was Jay?" He asked and didn't know how to answer without sounding rude.

"Jon..." I said.

"No it's okay tell me." He said.

"It was great. He was great." I said looking over at him.