Torn Between Two

Chapter 37: How I Feel

THE CLUB

"This is a slow song for all the couples out there." The DJ said putting on If You Love Her by To Be Frank.

"Come with me lets dance." Jay said grabbing my hand and taking me to the dance floor.

"I love you Jay." I said. He leaned down and kissed me on lips. I kissed back. It wasn't one of those rough kisses full of lust, it was the kind of kiss you get when they pronounce you man and wife. It was perfect. I pulled back from the kiss and he smiled at me.

"I love you so much. Your my other half and I don't know what I would do without you. I would take you through every faze you go through. When mother nature comes each month, when you want to tear off my clothes and make love, when you say you hate me because I make you angry, when you kiss me softly and say that you love me, when we fight, when you want to have a baby. All of those fazes I will be right here." He said.

"I will take you through everything with you to. When you want to get married, when you get impatient because I can't rip off your clothes and can't make love, when you yell at me, when you want to have a baby, all those injuries you get, every tear that falls will fall on my shoulder, because I will always be there." I said.

"You are my best friend, so don't ever leave. Hold my hand, kiss me, love me, hug me, never let go. I couldn't possibly make it without you. Every kiss we share holds a special place in my heart. I'll love you to your last breath. No wait I'll love you to your last breath and beyond because there will never be day that goes by that I don't love you. I will always think of you. I will always want your kiss, and I will forever want to marry you." He said and the song ended.

"Wanna go its getting late." Jay said.

"Yes let me go tell Marsye we're leaving." I said.

"Okay." He said.

"Come on ,let's go check in to our hotel room." I said. We got in the car and the whole ride was silent, but a comfortable silence. When we got there Jay checked in and took our luggage up to the hotel.

"Thanks Jay I love you as soon." I said.

"I love you to." I said.

"Have I told how beautiful you look?" He said.

"Thank you Jay." I said.

He came over to me by the bed as I took off my high heels. He turns me around to where I was facing him.

"You are my angel what I need and you couldn't get more beautiful if you tried. You don't need all of that makeup you have on. Your naturally beautiful you are my gift from god." He said kissing me gently. I pushed him on the bed and I sat on his stomach.

"You've waited long enough." I said.

I kissed him as he unzipped my dressed he slid it down. I went down to his pants button and I unbuttoned them and slid them down. I slid his shirt off and looked at him. He was perfect. He smiled and me and stared me. He flipped me over and hovered over me. He kissed my neck and took off my bra and underwear, I slid off his underwear.

"I love you Miranda." He said.

"I love you to." I said.