Torn Between Two

Chapter 25: If Your Looking For Love

"No Jon get away from me." I said.
"No princess, you know you want me. You want to scream out my name. You want me to make you scream don't you?" Jon asked.
"Jon leave, she doesn't want you right now." Jay said.
"Your jealous because you can't make her feel the way I do. You can't make her moan as loud as I do. You can't kiss her the way I do, she yells my name when you guys do it. Your jealous." Jon said.
I was hurt and I did what I shouldn't of. I went over to Jay and push him against the wall gently. I leaned down and kissed him, softly. I kissed him with passion and he kissed back with just as much. He put his hands on my hips and I pulled away. I looked over and Jon. He was smirking.
"Nice job princess. You are lowing yourself to his level. Sad,sad,sad." Jon said shaking his head.
"Go Jon." I said.
"NO! I WILL NOT GO! I NEED TO BE WITH YOU, YOU UNGRATEFUL BI***!" Jon yelled.
I broke down and starting crying. I look up to see Jon covering his mouth.
"I'm sorry Miranda. Oh my god." He said.
"Finally get your sanity back you a**hole!" I spatted.
I grabbed Jay hand. I turned around before I left.
"Your bags will be outside the door. Don't bother knocking on the door, calling me, talking to me, anything like that. I'm done with you Jon. I can't take you anymore. I know your not suppose to give up on something you love, but if it gives up on you I think you should." I said turning back around and walking away.
"My mother said that to. I didn't give up on her and I didn't give up on you either." He said.
I just kept walking holding Jay's hand. I started crying. Jay looked at me and I looked away.
"Miranda its okay to cry." He said.
"I know." I said wiping away my tears.
We walked into the hotel and I sat down on my bed. I stared at the window.

FLASHBACK
"Miranda hold on." Jon said while I was walking quickly so he couldn't get me.
"No Jon you'll tickle me." I said running.
"I won't I promise." He said.
"Okay." I said and I stopped running.
He walked over to me and kissed me gently on the lips.
"I love you Miranda." He said.
"I love you to Jon." I said.

END OF FLASHBACK

I just looked out the window.
"Why do you like Canada so much? You didn't even grow up here." Jay asked.
"It was big on wrestling, I love it also because it's where I meet you the first time. I drove all the way from Oregon to Calgary just so you, Lance, and Adam and occasionally Chris could train me to become who I am today." I said.
"I always respected you the most in the class. I knew you would be great, and look where you are now. Number one contender, you faced guys and girls. Won the WWE World Heavyweight championship. That's impressive Miranda. I knew you would be great since the day you came up and asked me how to make it to the top of the company as a girl." He said.
"Wow. I love you Jay. I'm not going to make any promises though." I said.
"Okay. That's okay, put I want to make a promise to you. I want to promise you that no matter what you do I will always love you. I promise you that if you want to have a kid. I'll help you. I promise if you want to get married I'll marry you. I promise if you don't want me to be in your life I won't be. I promise I'll love you to your last breath. I promise I'll love you forever and always. I promise your my world." He said.
"I love you. Every bit of you and I promises that." I said.
He smiled and leaned down to kiss me. He pulled back quickly before our lips could touch.
"Why did you pull back?" I asked confused.
"I didn't want you to not kiss back." He said.
"Jay I will forever and always kiss back." I said.
I pushed him on the bed and got on his stomach and I leaned down and kissed him gently but with hunger. He kissed back and pulled off my shirt. I pulled off his. He kissed me gently and started kissing my neck. I moaned. He bite my ear. He took of his belt and my pants. I unbuttoned his pants and took them off. I looked him up and down, he was perfect. He took off his boxers and my underwear and my bra. He hovered over me looking at me.
"Your beautiful." Jay said.
He kissed me and.........

"JAYYYYYYY!" I moaned and Jay got off of me panting.
"That was what I needed. I needed to make love again with you. I love you." Jay said.
"I love you to." I said.