Torn Between Two

Chapter 39: Holding On

"Don't you think you should take a pregnancy test?" Eva asked after I had told the cast of Total Divas what I had did this weekend with Jay.

"No I've had my monthly ,I'm fine." I said.

"Girl if I was you I'd be more than just fine, I would be fu**ing fabulous." Nikki said.

"Nichole!" I said.

"Girl you know how he makes you feel, and clearly you make him feel the same." Trinity said and I blushed.

"Have you guys had the talk about the future yet?" Brie asked.

"Yeah. He said he would love to have

kids and get married with me when the time is right." I said.

"Oh. Miranda sounds like you got yourself a good guy." JoJo said.

"I have a perfect guy." I said smiling thinking about Jay.

"Do you think you have a future with him?" Natalya asked.

"Yeah I really think I do." I said.

"Are you nervous about this storyline your doing?" Brie said.

"Yes, I'm so nervous." I said.

"It's okay. I don't think Jon would pull anything that's not in the script. He is very professional when it comes to wrestling." TJ said.

"I know, I'm just nervous about the clashing of Jay and Jon in the ring when I'm ringside. What if one of them decides to pop the other one with a blow." I said.

"I don't they would hit each other on purpose, Miranda. Everything will be fine." Nikki said.

"Yeah your right. I'm going to go see Jay. Talk to you guys later." I said heading to Jay's locker room. I knocked on his door. I didn't hear an answer.

"Jay. It's Miranda. Open up." I said knocking again.

"Looking for me." Jay said from behind me and I jumped scared.

"Yes. Oh my gosh Jay you scared me." I said.

"That was the intention sweet thing." Jay said.

"I hate you." I said.

"No you don't. You couldn't hate a bone in my body if you tried, and I couldn't hate a bone in yours." He said.

"I love how right you are right now." I said.

"I love how wonderful you look right now." He said pecking my lips.

"Let's go in my locker room." He said.

"Okay." I said.

"Love I have to get on my ring attire." I said.

"You can change in here. I have to get ready to." He said holding up his spandex and wrestling boots.

I took of my shirt and bra and Jay looked over and I turned the other way.

"Love why are you hiding your body from me. I've already seen it and it is perfect." He said turning me around and taking my arms covering my chest down.

"I know I just feel weird." I said blushing.

"You shouldn't feel weird. How about this if you let me you get dressed, you can see me get dressed?" He asked.

"Okay." I said blushing.

"I'm going to take a seat and you can continue with your show." He said kissing my lips.

I slipped on a sport bra then I slipped on the top of my ring attire over that. I pulled down my pants to wear I was just in my underwear. I slid on some plan black spandex, then I slipped on my regular wrestling spandex over that.

"Wow what a show. I guess it's your turn to watch." I said.

"I believe it is." I said putting on my knee pads and grabbing my converse. I sat on the couch and watched as he took off his shirt and he looked at me.

I bit my lips as he slipped off his pants. He slipped on his spandex and grabbed his wrestling boots and sat next to me as I laced up my Chuck Taylor's.

"Did you like the show?" He asked.

"Oh I loved it." I said.

"Do you feel more comfortable dressing in front of me?" He asked.

"Yes." I said.

"Good because I can't have a wife that doesn't think I love every inch of her perfect body." He said.

"Jay I'm not your wife." I said smiling.

"But you will be someday." He said and I smiled.

"I love you." He said kissing me.

"I... love.... you..... to." I said in between kisses.

"Christian, Dean Ambrose and Miranda Garrett to gorilla." The voice said through the speaker.

"Let's go." Jay said grabbing my hand.