Torn Between Two

Chapter 43: Forget

"Miranda are you okay? You haven't been talking as much as usual." Jay said sitting next to me on the couch next to me.

"No. Jay I need to tell you something." I said quietly.

"What. Are you pregnant?" He asked smiling.

"No. Jay do you remember when you were at the gym yesterday?" I asked getting more scared to tell him.

"Yes, why?" He asked confused.

"Jon came over, and...." I said looking at the ground.

"You cheated didn't you?" He asked shocked.

"Yes. Jay I'm sorry." I said starting to cry.

"Why did you cheat. I did nothing but love you. Why did you fall back into his arms after I gave you everything. Why?!" He yelled.

"I don't know. I felt bad for him. I love you Jay. I don't know why I did it. I'm so horrible." I said.

"You obliviously don't love me like him!" He yelled getting up and going into the bedroom.

"Jay. What are you doing?" I said following him into the bedroom.

"Leaving!" He said grabbing all his stuff and shoving it in his suitcase.

"No Jay don't leave me here alone. Please. I love you!" I yelled.

"No.... no you don't. You love him." He said. I went and got in front of him so he couldn't put anymore stuff in his suitcase.

"Move." He said harshly and full of disgust.

"No I won't move because I don't want you to leave. Your my prince don't leave." I said. He pushed me on the bed. I started crying and he realized what he did.

"I'm so sorry Miranda. Oh my god. Are you okay?" He asked.

"I deserved that." I said crying.

"No you didn't deserve that. God why I'm I such a da** a**hole!" He said.

"Your not Jay. I'm the problem." I said.

"No your not. I want to not touch you right now, I really want to hate you right now, but da** it I can't because I love you." He said. He got on top of me on the bed.

"Jay what are you doing?" I asked.

"Rebuilding this relationship. If Jon comes here tell him you don't need him because Jay feels every pleasure you need, because I promise you Jay is going to from now on." He said.

"Jay why would you have sex with me. I'm a monster." I said.

"Your not a monster, your a princess. I wanna hate you, but your beauty over throws me." He said taking of his shirt and laying kisses on my neck.

"Jay I don't deserve this." I said.

"Yes.. Yes you do. I want to make love to you okay? So just let me." He said.

He slid off my shirt and took of my bra. He slid off my pants and underwear. I unbuttoned his pants and took off his boxers. I kissed his neck all the way up to his lips.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you more than you can imagine." I said looking at him. He was perfect. His hair was orange and his eyes sparkled. His muscular body was perfect over my small one.

I touched his chest and he bite his lip.

"Can I have my way with you please?" He asked.

"Do whatever you want. I'm all yours. Jay I'm sorry I cheated on you. I love you." I said.

"I don't want to hear sorry's right now I just want to hear you moan my name." He said before having his way with me.

"I love you." I said after Jay tried sweating body fell down next to mine.

"I love you to." He said before pulling me close to him.