Torn Between Two

Chapter 26: Love Is Just A Game

I got up feeling the after math of what I did last night with Jay. I got up and got in the shower and quickly washed myself. I got out and got dressed. I walked out of the bathroom and Jay was still sleeping. I sat down in a chair next to the bed. I looked at him. He was happy. Not miserable, but really happy. Maybe Jay is what I needed. E never went crazy and had mood swings, he never cheated, he was always there for me. That's a family man. Jon... Jon is perfect. He may have crazy mood swings, and he may cheat, but Jon will always be perfect. So perfect. From all the hairs on his head ,to the bottoms of his feet. Jay though was the guy I really needed if I wanted to have a family. No one knows how many kids Jon may have by now. I was going to marry him though. His "I do" rang through my head with imagines of him and me almost getting married. Maybe there was a reason besides Jay that we didn't get married. Maybe we weren't made to be. Maybe the man in my bed is the one I'm suppose to marry.

"Miranda... Don't leave." Jay said in his sleep. I kissed him gently.

"I won't." I whispered even though he couldn't hear me.

"Oh Jonnnnnn, don't stop." I heard from next door.

"Great just freaking great. I got a room next to none other than Jonathan Good. Oh my gosh." I mumbled.

"He got a girl already." I said in disgust.

"Stressing about whats happen next door aren't you?" Jay asked in a sleepy

voice.

"Yes. They're so dang loud." I said tryin to hide the hurt.

"Don't worry we were better last night. Want a test run right just to see?" Jay asked.

"No I just got a shower but maybe la..." I said before getting cut off.

"Dear god your so goood." Jon moaned from next door.

I looked down trying to hide anger.

Jay looked at me and kissed me gently.

"You already brushed your teeth to. Aren't you perfect." Jay said and he poked my nose.

"I love you Jay." I said.

"I love you to." Jay said.

"Do you have the next city we're going to?" Jay asked.

"Yeah I do. Next city is Tampa ,Florida." I said.

"Who's doing what?" He asked.

"I'll make reservations at a hotel." I said.

"Okay so I get to get a rental car." He said.

"We should carpool." I said.

"Yeah with who?" Jay asked.

"Maybe, Phil, Cody, and Dustin." I said.

"Sounds great. Make em pay a dollar per mile?" He asked.

"Yeah that way we can pay for gas and get were we need to be." I said.

"Yep I'll text them and you go make the reservations beautiful." Jay said kissing me softly.

"Okay." I said.

"They said yes." Jay said walking into the room.

"Great." I said

"Are you okay?" Jay asked.

"Yeah, it's just hard to hear someone you love betray you like that." I said.

"I know but I will help you through this." Jay said grabbing my hand and gently squeezing it.

"You make me happy Jay. I love being around you." I said smiling at him.

"I love being around you to. In fact so much that I'm addicted." He said and I smiled at him. I kissed his lips gently and slowly with no hunger just love. He kissed back. I pulled back after a minute or so.

"Come on love let's go to the airport." Jay said.

"Okay." I said.