Torn Between Two

Chapter 15: I'll Be The One

I grabbed the shield dog tags from the night stand beside the bed. Jon was still asleep. I looked at them. Hounds of Justice was print on the front with a pack of hounds on the front.

Flashback

"Hey, my names Jonathan Good, Jon for short. Newbie I'm guessing?" Jon said.

"Yeah. I'm Miranda, Mirada Garrett." I said.

"So you here to be a wrestle for a model?" He asked.

"Wrestler not a so called "Diva"." I said.

"We're going to get along great. I can already see it." He said.

"Great." I said totally fangirling. I had watched Jon Moxley ,I watched him when I was growing up. He was one of my favorites even though he wasn't in WWE.I meet him once when I was about 17. He was 20. I was lonely, no family, no friends, and no money. He told me to come with him and he would help me. I told him no, but he took me in for one night anyways. I never thanked him for it either because I left his house before he woke up.

"Miranda Garrett sounds familiar." He said.

"Yeah so does Jonathan Good." I said.

"Yep. Your the girl I took in for a night!" He said.

"Yep, thank you for that by the way." I said.

"Yeah why didn't you stay?" He asked.

"I didn't want to bother you." I said.

"Oh, well it's seem your doing good now." He said.

"Yep thanks to you. After you took me to your house and told me your story, I found a love for what this business had to offer. Even more than what I already did." I said.

"Thats good, see you around kid." He said smiling at me.

End of flashback

I looked over to see Jon still sleeping. He was so precious. Every little detail I absorbed. His nose and the way it kinda was a point at the end. His dirty blond hair. His eyelashes. His ears. His mouth. They were all so perfect to me. He was perfect to me. Then I thought of Jay. Jay's hair after we made love. Jay's eyes. Jay's nose. Jay's ears. All of that I loved to. I loved both of them. I loved every detail of each of them. The way Jon says I love you like the ocean, it goes on forever. The way Jay says sweet nothing in my ear. The way they both say I love you. I looked over at Jon and I tear ran down my cheek.

"I have to pick one. I don't who to pick." I mumbled.

I put the dog tags back and grabbed my phone. It had a message from Jay.

Message

CANADIAN RAGE: I missed you, I can't stand being without you. Broken, hurt, scared, lonely.

MIRANDA: No Jay.

End of message.

I started crying even more. Dang it I hate it when I start to feel happy and something just rips it away.

"Princess are you okay?" I heard Jon say in his sleepy voice.

"No." I said turning around. "But don't worry about me I'll be fine."

"No you won't. You want him and I'm not enough I'm I?" He asked with the saddest voice I've ever heard.

"Yes you are enough. I need you but he keeps coming back. I love him and I love you. I hate love."I said.

"Sometimes I hate it to, because when you think your winning you end up back at the start." I said.

"The games hard." I said.

"You are the game, just change the rules." He said.

"I can't change the rules the rules can only change me." I said.

"Just depends on how lucky we are." He said.

"Yep." I said.

"It will be okay. Love is stronger than anything and that's what we got." He said with a slight chuckle.

"I never thought I would ever say those words. I use to hate woman, now I'm so in love with one it's killing me."

"Feelings mutual." I said getting back into bed with Jon. He curled up to me and I hugged him.

"Never let go." I said.

"Wouldn't dream about it." He said.