A new beginning

.15.

,,So that's the case, any questions?" Miley is looking to all the students in the room. She just told us, that two students can earn an internship in Los Angeles for six months. Not some ordinary internship, but a special education. If it goes right those six months, Miley is going to record a song with one of the two. My own song... that can be the beginning of my music career.

,,What song do we have to sing?" Amy question.

,,Well, that's up to yourself. It can be any song you want, but I want to see some emotion."

,,What kind of emotion?"

,,I don't care actually. Happy, confused, sad... all of that are fine."

,,That's going to be easy," begins Bumper. ,,we have the Trebles and the Bella's. That are two singing groups with a lot of emotions."

,,What's your name?" Miley looks to him.

,,Bumper." He say and smile immediately.

,,Look, it's not that simple. Everyone of you, who wants that spot, has to sing solo. No groups allowed."

,,That's bullshit!" Bumper frowns.

,,Bumper Allen, language!" Mrs. Gomez shout.

,,Are you going to sign in?" Amy whisper to me, but I shrug my shoulders. ,,You know that Chloe's going to?"

,,How do you know?"

,,Come on Beca, Chloe lives for the Bella's aka singing. It's her life."

,,Well, I'm not going to audition if Chloe wins. She made it very clear. She doesn't want to be around me or be friends. Stop talking about her all the time geez!" If I see the hurt in her eyes, I regret my outburst. ,,Sorry Amy." I apologize.

,,Apology accepted. So which song are you choosing?"

,,I'm not sure yet."

,,Why don't you sing something to honor your mother? She's the one who told you to follow your dreams, right?"

,,Yeah, but maybe I'm not even good enough. Miley, Selena, the girls from Fifth Harmony are way better than me. I can't compare to them."

,,They have practice for years. You always talk about music and becoming a famous music producer. This can be your chance."

,,It's just one song, not a music career."

,,Hello, earth to Beca! You are going to spend six whole months with your idol. The girl who you're obsessed with, that has to be reason one to try, right?" Amy's right and this is going to be my chance to be away from Chloe. I can't be around her if she doesn't want to be around me or even talk to me. She needs to be sorry for breaking my heart, she needs to miss me, she needs to love me... ,,What are you afraid of?"

,,I'm not afraid." I lie. I'm afraid of crying. The song I want to choose is one that reminds me of my mother. The only song when I can see her in my mind. The only song where I know that she's still around me for protection.

,,Your face is telling me different. Come on Beca, I'm your best friend. You can tell me, I'm a good listener."

,,Okay, fine. I'm afraid that I'm going to cry my eyeballs out while I'm singing."

,,Is that so bad? You are singing to your mother who just past away."

,,Yes, that's a bad thing!" I yell harder than expected.

,,Beca Mitchell, is there a problem?" Now everyone's looking at me, included Chloe. Well, that's great! I thought Chloe didn't care about me anymore?

,,Everything is perfectly fine." I mumble and hide my face. Can I embarrass myself more than this? I didn't meant to yell, but every time I think about crying, I think about all the laughing. How they pushed me and made fun about me. How they... the ringing of the school bell put me out of my thoughts. All the students hurry out of the classroom, but I can't move. Chloe is gone, probably to Tom. Ugh, why is she doing this to me? Why so suddenly? I thought that she enjoyed being around me, that she had fun, that we've become closer, but I guess I was wrong.

,,Everything okay?" I look to the left and almost fall from my chair. Holy shit! The one and only Miley Cyrus, my idol, my famous singer of all time is sitting next to me and is seriously talking to me. Is this a joke just to please me? ,,Ha ha, this isn't a joke."

,,Did I say that out loud?" I ask ashamed and she only nods.

,,Don't worry, I've heard worse. There are some weirdo's on this earth. So again, are you okay?"

,,I'm a little bit nervous about the singing."

,,Because of my presence?"

,,Yeah, you are amazing and I don't think I can impress you."

,,You never know until you try, right?"

,,That's true. I need to practice, I already have a song in mind, but I need it to be perfect."

,,Beca, the only thing I want to see is some emotion. It's not about how you sing, but it's important that you can bring over what you feel. Singing is not only some words and a good voice, you know. It's more than that, it's a fantastic way to put your feelings in a song and touch people deep in their souls."

,,And how am I suppose to do that? For you it's easy, because you are a great singer, I'm just a seventeen year old student, who loves to sing."

,,Think about someone special when you're singing. Someone you love, miss or adore. The feelings are coming out whenever they want. You can't force yourself to cry, laugh or smile. To do that you need to look deep into your soul and really feel that way."

,,Thank you, it was really nice to talk to you and to get advice from you is even better."

,,I'm glad you liked the talking. Will I see you at auditions?"

,,Yes."

,,That's the spirit." Miley say and walk out of the classroom. Okay Beca, think about mom and you're going to nail it. Pleased with my thoughts, I get up and leave the classroom as well. Those six months are mine!