A new beginning

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A/N: Today I post two chapters, because I get a permanent contract at my current job!!🎉 So prepare yourself for two chapters 😉.

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.Beca's point of view.

I wake up by the sunlight that shine's through the curtains. My arm is lying over Chloe stomach and our legs are entwined. When I think about last night, my heart jumps. I have dreamed about it, but I never thought it would happen. I absolutely loved it! Chloe was gentle and lovely. She treated me like I was from glass or something else that easily breaks. Thinking about her touch, brings goosebumps over my body again. I watch the beautiful girl in my arms and find it hard to believe she's really in the same bed with me... naked. I lift my hand and strike her hair slowly. She stirs and open her eyes.

,,I'm sorry, I d-didn't m-mean to w-wake you."

,,It's okay, Becs." She smiles at me and give me a quick kiss. ,,Good morning."

,,G-good m-morning. D-did you sleep w-well?"

,,Of course." She locks her eyes with mine. ,,Last night was amazing, you were amazing."

,,Thanks, I g-guess."

,,Hé, it's true. Don't be so insecure. For somebody who hasn't have much experience, you did great."

,,Yeah, I remember now. The w-way you screamed m-my name... I think Em, Jesse and B-Benji k-know exactly w-what w-we w-were d-doing."

,,I couldn't help it. I just hope they are not going to tease us with this."

,,K-knowing Jesse..." I give her a look and she hide her face in my shoulder. ,,Are you ashamed?"

,,A little, normally I can control myself. But with you..." Wow, that's a confession.

,,You d-don't have to b-be ashamed. I loved every single touch from you."

,,Still, I had to control it more." I look at her and feel the tears are forming into my eyes.

,,D-did you..." I swallow deep to hold the tears back.

,,Did I... what?" She asks me and sit up, while looking at me. ,,What do you want to ask?"

,,D-did you regret last night?" Her mouth falls open, but she doesn't say anything. ,,Chlo?"

,,Why on earth will you ask me that?"

,,B-because of your reaction. You are ashamed and that's b-because of last night."

,,Shame isn't regret, Becs." I notice that Chloe took a part of the blankets with her, while sitting up and that my bare upper body is exposed. Quickly I wrap my arms around my breasts. ,,Don't do that." Chloe grab my hands and makes sure that she can see my breasts again. ,,I loved it last night, I'm only ashamed that I did cum so quick. You have a power over me that I can't explain, but I love that you have that power. Becs, don't think I regretted last night because I didn't. I know you don't love your body as much as I do, but you have nothing to be ashamed of. I've seen all of you and believe me, I loved every inch."

,,I'm sorry." I say while the tears escape my eyes.

,,Come here." Chloe open her arms and I accept her attention. ,,I know there are been people who bullied you and made you believe everything they said, but I hope you know that nobody sees you like that anymore. You are way more than just a girl with a difficult past, you are the strongest person I know, especially when you're with your family. I can see that Jeremy, Damian, Nina and you are close and I love to see you become a different person each day. I know you are a work in progress, but I'm willing to be with you through everything and I'm pretty sure that Jesse, Amy, Stacie, Benji, Emily and even Aubrey are willing that too. You are not alone anymore, Becs." Now the tears are streaming down my face. Not of sorrow, but of joy. The way Chloe is making me feel is... I wish I could subscribe, but I can't.