A new beginning

.57.

.Two months later.

.Beca's point of view.

Chloe and I are dating for the last two months and now it's time to ask her to be my girlfriend. I'm happy we didn't rush things. We did steal some kisses and had sex, but neither of us wanted to be official. My music career is going great. I have to opportunity to sing with the Justin Timberlake, how awesome is that? Today I want to ask Chloe to be my girlfriend. The point is that I never asked anyone to be my girlfriend, in fact, I never been in love before. But Chloe is one of a kind. She's beautiful, sweet, smart, funny and creative. She set my heart on fire every time I'm with her. She is everything that is good in my life. My life was a living hell, I didn't matter to anyone. Nobody did like me, everybody outed me and even abused me. My childhood was awful because of my father. My mother committed suicide because of me, but I don't feel unhappy. Well, I used to feel that way, but now I have Chloe in my life... I am happier than ever. I don't want to lose her, I wish I can stay forever with her. There is only one problem, which I don't trust at all; Tom. He treated me and Chloe before and I know he hates me. I couldn't help falling in love with his girlfriend. It just happened.

,,Becs, where are you with your thoughts?" The girl I am in love with shows herself out of the bathroom. She's only wearing a towel and only that makes me weak at the knees.

,,The last m-months. I had such a g-great time and now it's over." I feel a lump in my throat. Chloe walks to me and put her hand in mine.

,,Aw, I know it's difficult to leave all this good stuff, but you have a great future ahead. You're only eighteen years old, the whole world will be at your feet." I feel my cheeks getting red and a giggle escape Chloe's mouth. ,,Becs, when we get back to the university from this winter break, I want you to meet my mother."

,,W-what?!" I startle about her comment.

,,Don't be scared. She's going to love you."

,,B-but w-we are just friends, w-why d-does she w-wants to m-meet m-me?"

,,Just friends huh?"

,,Yeah, that's w-what w-we are."

,,So, we're friends with benefits?" I can't answer that. I love having sex with Chloe and I know she's right. ,,Your silent treatment says enough. It's okay, I know you don't want to rush things."

,,B-but m-maybe I w-want us to b-be together." I blur out and by the impression of Chloe I regret my comment. ,,I'm sorry, I d-didn't m-mean to say that. It just slipped out of m-my m-mouth." I stand up and rush over to the bathroom. When I stand in front of the door, I look back one more time, but Chloe just looks at me with shock. Good job, Beca! Now you've scared the only woman that you love away. Quickly I open the door and walk inside of the bathroom, where I can only breathe when the door's closed. Oh my god, what have I done?!

.Chloe's point of view.

,,B-but m-maybe I w-want us to b-be together." Beca blurs out and my mind goes his own way. Does she want to be my girlfriend? For real? The girl I've been crushing on for months, wants to be together with me? What will Tom say about this? Will he threaten Beca or even try to kill her? He said he would kill her if she was close to me... Wait, why am I even thinking about Tom? I don't love him anymore. I'm hopelessly in love with Beca. When Beca stands up and rush into the bathroom, I hate myself even more. I should've said something to her! Maybe it's better for now to leave her alone. I stand up and walk downstairs, where I call Aubrey immediately.

Red, how are you? Did you told Beca what your feeling already?

No, and I think I just have ruined every chance I have with her.