A new beginning

.9.

Okay, first of all, I'm official a Barden Bella. Chloe and Aubrey accepted me into the group. Aubrey is the girl that's Chloe's best friend. She doesn't like me, that's obvious. I think she only said yes because Chloe wanted me into the group. Jesse is a Treble and even Amy is a Bella now. I don't know if it going to be any fun though, Aubrey is mean to everybody except Chloe. She's like a woman dictator. I thought that Chloe was the captain, but Aubrey is more the captain than her. Aubrey determined exactly what we do or have to say, Chloe has no say. There's one girl that keeps looking at me and it's not Chloe. I didn't pay any attention to what Aubrey said, my eyes where fixed on Chloe. How she moved, how she smiled, how she laughed, how she talked, how she looked... everything actually. I can't help it. Every time I see her, I have to look. She's the most talented, funny, beautiful girl I've ever seen and my feelings are becoming stronger. The fact is still her boyfriend. Chloe and I are trying to be closer so we can be friends, but every time we want to plan something, Tom comes around and changes all the plans. It's like he's jealous of me, like he knows that I want to steal Chloe away from him. Wait a minute! Do I want to steal her away? No, I want her, but not in that kind of way. First I need to know her better.

,,Hi, can I join you?" I look up and see the girl I think about every day and every night.

,,So your asking this time?" I say, mentioning the shower incident.

,,Well, you're not naked this time." I feel that I'm blushing by the thought of her naked and looks away for a couple of minutes. When I look back, Chloe sits next to me.

,,What about Tom?" The question is out of my mouth, before I know it.

,,What about him?"

,,Don't you suppose to sit with him?"

,,I'm not his wife, I'm just his girlfriend."

,,I didn't mean to..."

,,Beca, don't worry. Tom is..." Chloe looks around. ,,he's just busy."

,,Too busy for you?"

,,At the moment yeah, but when we are alone we have the most amazing time."

,,I can imagine that he has a great time, because he can look at you, a beautiful girl." O my god, what have I just said? Did I flirt with her? Please kill me?!

,,Aw, thank you Beca." She enjoy the compliment? And is she blushing?

,,So what are you going to do now that your group is complete?"

,,Well, we have a lot of practicing, but I know we can do it."

,,You are not the captain, am I right?"

,,I am the captain, together with Aubrey."

,,Aubrey decide everything, you have no say. Don't you think you deserve more?"

,,Are you saying that I have to be the one that leads the Bella's?"

,,Yeah, I think you are a better captain that Mrs. chagrin."

,,Beca!" Chloe gives me a little, unharmed, push against my arm. She doesn't laugh at the outside, but I know she's laughing on the inside now. ,,Aubrey is still my best friend so shush. Whatever, tonight there's an intuition night. Are you coming?"

,,I don't know. Amy wanted to go, but I'm not that party animal."

,,Aw come on, it will be fun. If you're going, I promise you one dance with me." And than my heart skips a beat. Chloe give me a wink, a sexy and flirty wink. Holy shit! That was super sexy.

,,Ugh, fine." I say because I don't want her to see that I'm blushing.

,,Yeah, I'll see you tonight." She leans forward and plant a kiss on my cheek. My eyes widen and my heart beats faster than ever. Did she really did that? ,,Bye, Beca." She say at last and walk away. I look at her and see her with Tom now. She kissed my cheek! But wait, what does that mean? Was it in a friendly way or in a flirting way? Damn, I don't know. The only thing I know right now, is that my feelings for Chloe are strong, very strong. Chloe lock her eyes with me, smiles and wave at me. Her beautiful smile hypnotize me and slowly I'm realizing that I don't like her, but that I'm in love with her. Great! Tonight is going to be difficult. When Chloe and I are alone and close to each other, what will happen? Can I hold myself back? Wait a minute! Chloe is taking Tom with her as date. That means that I have to face them kissing all the time. No way! I need somebody too. I need to think of something really soon though, because with all these feelings... it's not smart to be close to Chloe. I don't know what I will do to her and the last thing I want is to hurt her.

,,I don't know what I'm doing here." I admit to Amy when we are standing side by side. Here is the intuition night. Chloe and Aubrey are walking to two guys. I know the one Chloe is standing with, it's Tom. Yeah, I talked to that girl who was flirting with me at Bella's rehearsal. Her name is Stacie and she's really nice. I don't like her the way I like Chloe, but I know she's going to be my best friend, just like Amy.

,,Just living the dream. I still can't believe they let my sexy fat ass in." She say while laughing a little bit. I start laughing and look further. Everyone has her boyfriend or girlfriend with them. Then suddenly I see Chloe and Tom kissing. My heart just breaks into a million of pieces. I just wanted to be the one who's kissing her that way, the one who's holding her that way and comfort her that way.

,,Beca!" I hear and try to recognize the voice, but there's too many voices around. ,,Beca!" I hear again and than I see him. Jesse is approaching me and he's drunk, like everyone else here. ,,Beca, do my eyes deceive me or are you a Barden Bella?"

,,No, I'm not."

,,Yeah, you are. Is it because of Chloe?"

,,Maybe."

,,O my god, you're one of those acapella girls, I'm one of those acapella boys and we're gonna have aca-children. It's inevitable."

,,You're really drunk right now. I don't think you're gonna remember any of this."

,,No, I'm not drunk at all, you're just blurry."

,,So can you pass a sobriety test right now?"

,,Yep."

,,Can you stand up straight?" I push him a little bit backwards, not hard though. He's coming back.

,,See how I come right back to you?" I sigh. Jesse is really drunk and my thoughts are with Chloe. She's still kissing with Tom, it kinda makes me angry. ,,Can I get you a drink?"

,,It sounds great."

,,I'm gonna get you a drink, you need to get on this level."

,,Go for it, please be careful." I watch Jesse walking away and I feel my phone vibrates. I grab it and just laugh at the message. Hey beautiful. Why are you standing alone? You suppose to have fun, right? Why aren't you coming to me, then we are going to dance and just having fun ;) xx. Wow, those kisses at the end... my heart just jumps. I think I really like her, but I'm afraid of rejection. She doesn't like me, she's happy with Tom. I need to forget about her. Than two hands grab my pulses and pull me closer. It's Chloe! I recognize those eyes everywhere.

,,Hi, I'm so glad that I met you." She bow forward and get really close towards my face. My hands that's in hers are coming to her pants right now. My eyes are wide. Is she flirting with me? Is she doing this on purpose? Does she want to make me blush, because that's exactly what I'm doing right now. She keep looking into my eyes. ,,I think that we're going to be really fast friends."

,,Yeah? Well, you saw me naked, so..." Wow, did I really say that? That was a flirty comment, damn it Beca! Then I do the stupidest thing I could, I give her a wink. I can't help it though, she's so beautiful! ,,Alright, I'm going to get a drink." She let go of me. ,,This ginger needs a jiggle juice." And then she shake her hips towards me and walks away. Okay, my knees are weak right now and I'm more in love with her. I really need to go out with her, to get to know her better!