A new beginning

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Here's another chapter because I'm really happy!!

Enjoy!

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.Chloe's point of view.

I'm sitting at home and think about Beca. I can only think of her and it kills me not to be with her right now. I hope that she's going to be released soon, because I miss her funny face around. Her jokes when I was stressed out or her laugh when I make a joke. I hate the way we were separated from each other... the accident is my nightmare every night.

,,Chloe, you look like shit." Stacie approach me. Stacie insisted to sleep here last night, otherwise she was still in Atlanta.

,,Thank you very much."

,,It's true. How long ago did you have a good night sleep? You have bags under your eyes and you're cranky and stressed."

,,Can you blame me? Beca was in coma for one whole month. Now she has awakened, I can't be with her! I really love her and I hate the fact that I can not be with her."

,,Chlo, you know I love your story, but you need to think about yourself too. Stressing about a person who is doing fine is not healthy."

,,Excuse me?!" I look at her shocked. ,,How can you say that?! Beca is also your friend and I thought you liked her?!"

,,Wow, stop right there! I love Beca with all my heart, but I hate seeing you like this. This isn't you, you suppose to be happy and bubbly. Not sad."

,,I can't help it. I can only be happy if I'm with Beca. I can't live without her and I feel so guilty about everything I've done to her. I hate myself for that."

,,Ow Chlo, don't say that. You were just honest about Tom and you."

,,I should have told her earlier. If I had told her, she wouldn't run away and have that stupid accident. It's all my fault!" I sit back on my bed and starts crying.

,,Hé." Immediately Stacie is climbing in bed next to me. ,,The accident wasn't your fault. The driver of the car could've stopped the moment Beca was in sight, but he didn't. Please don't blame yourself for that."

,,But what if Beca remembers everything and hates me."

,,Damn girl, do you think Beca hates you?" I simply nod. Who can not hate me after all I've done? ,,Beca doesn't hate you, she can't even think about hating you. Everybody can see that she's crazy about you. She's in love with you, Chlo."

,,Do you really think that?"

,,I don't think that, I know. The way she's looking at you betray her. She wanted to take you on a date, before the whole thing with Tom."

,,She wanted to go on a date with me?"

,,Yeah, she talked about that all the time, but she was scared of rejection."

,,I would never reject her. The moment I saw her, I fell in love with her without even knowing. The moment I had her in my life, my relationship with Tom fell backwards. I was scared for every feeling that came in my body, the moment her eyes caught mine and I acted to it."

,,You are really in love with her?"

,,Yeah, I am. But I have ruin every chance I had with her."

,,Don't say that, I know for sure she's going to forgive you. Just be honest with her forever. Honesty is the most important thing in a relationship."

,,I just want her by my side." I wipe away my tears.

,,She'll be home sooner than you think and when she's in your presence, you can say that you love her with all your heart and than you are going to get married and have those cute little kids." I laugh at her comment. I love Stacie, she's the best friend I can ever wish for!

.Beca's point of view.

,,Beca, you don't have to be frustrated. It's totally normal that you can't speak right now after your coma. Talking right now costs a lot of energy, don't spill it at anger." My therapist says while comforting me. I open my mouth a lot, but the words wouldn't come out. I need to speak. Without any words, I can't face Chloe. Without words I'm weak and a burden to her. Every thing I do right now is for her. I want to lie next to her, I want to hold her, I want to cuddle with her... let's say that I want to do everything with her. I love her so much that it's hurt. I grab the note book. I'm sorry, I just want to speak probably and not using this stupid note book. ,,That's understandable and you will speak again, it just costs time." Can I see anybody? ,,Not right now, why?" I want to see my girl - my best friend. I love her with all of my heart. ,,Is she your girlfriend?" I shake my head in disappointment. I wish she was my girlfriend. ,,Than it isn't possible that you can see her. Next week you will see her and maybe she's in love with you too." No, she isn't. But thank you for everything you do. I really appreciate it. ,,I'm glad to hear that Beca. Now try to say something. Anything is good." I just shrug my shoulders. I have to try.

,,W-weak." Ow no! That was embarrassing. A stutter, really? I can't say a real word! I'm really a burden to Chloe or the rest. And thinking about that, I start crying. My therapist wraps her arm around my shoulder and comfort me.

,,It's understandable that it's a lot to take in, but we can work on your stutter. It's nothing to be ashamed of, Beca. I've had enough clients with the same stutter, which are now working in the community with no problems. I'm not going to stop teaching you, until you can do the same." Thank you so much. I hope I can speak without a stutter soon. And that's true. The sooner I can talk normally again, the less of a burden I am to Chloe.