A new beginning

.29.

.One week later.

I come back every day, but Beca isn't awake yet. The tube is gone and she's breathing on her own again. It's a good sign and I really hope she wakes up soon. I talk to her about what's been going on in my life, what I'm doing every day and sometimes I put on "Once Upon A Time" because Beca is a fan. Earlier she wasn't a fan, but after seeing the first episode, well she wanted to look at it every night. Now it's her favorite serie. Nina has given me her storybook so I can read fairy tales. I didn't told her anything about fairy tales, because I can't tell them without crying. It's just all those happy endings. Every story has a happy ending and I don't even know if I can have my happy ending with Beca. I don't know if I'm going to be able to tell her that I'm deeply in love with her and that I die a little everyday when I see her lying like this. I have sing a lot of songs to her. From One Direction to Fifth Harmony and from Justin Bieber to Taylor Swift, but that doesn't work yet. I believe that she can hear me, so I never mention the accident or Tom. I don't want her to be upset or sad. I don't know if a patient in coma can be sad, but I need to think that way and be careful what I say.

,,You have a really sweet sister, Beca." I say while rubbing her hand with my dumb. ,,She keeps telling me about your time together. The singing and dancing, the sleepovers and the playing on the beach. She looks a lot like you. Sweet and carrying. Today I agreed to her that I will take her to the zoo, so don't think I just leave you here on your own. I will send Jeremy or some other to keep you company, but you are not alone." A tear escape my eye and falls on her hand. ,,I miss you so much, but I can't sit here all day. I need to do stuff, otherwise I can't survive. Singing without you isn't the same and Miley let me having a little break until you wake up again. I love you!" With that I give her a kiss on her lips and leave her room, while calling Jeremy and tell him he has to come in my place so Beca won't be alone.

.Jeremy's point of view.

Emma and I are with Beca right now. Chloe is with Nina to the zoo and I don't blame her. I haven't been here, because of Chloe. But I agree with her, she needs to do something for her own. Mike and Stacey are with Emma's mother. Emma insisted to come with me so I don't have to be alone. Mike and Stacey keeps asking me questions about Beca, things I can't explain. They miss there aunt and I miss my little sister.

,,I'm scared." I admit to my wife who holds my hand.

,,That's understandable. Beca is your little sister, you've always been there for her and whenever she needed you, you've been there." I start crying.

,,I can't stand not being able to do something for her." I say and let out some sobs.

,,Hé," Emma rubs over my back and I see a single tear escape her eye now to. ,,you are here, that's important. I think she's laughing with your mother and she doesn't even know what happened." I start laughing.

,,You always know what to say. I'm not only here for Beca, but also for Chloe. That poor child is blaming herself, that's just wrong."

,,She's only saying that because of the fight Beca and she had before the accident, but she couldn't know what was going to happen."

,,You're right. I'm planning on singing to her." I grab my guitar.

,,Go for it." Emma gives me a kiss and walks out of the room, so she can bring me some coffee or water. I'm setting myself closer to Beca.

,,This song I used to sing to you when you were afraid of the thunder. I know this song relax you if there's a thunderstorm, but for now I'm just singing it to you sis. I hope you'll hear it." I say before I start to play "wake me up", the acoustic version of avicii, the way Rachel sing it in Glee.