History class was really boring. I wish Chloe would've sit next to me, so I can talk to her. She did speak to me today and I can't ignore my feelings. She does something to me and I know what that is. I'm in love. Truly, deeply and madly in love with her, but she doesn't know that. I'm sure I'm the one for her, but she needs to see it to. Tom looks at me like he wants to kill me. I can't help that I'm in love with his girlfriend. Wait, Chloe told me that Tom is out of the picture, right? She told me that she like somebody else, but does that mean she's single? I should not care, because Chloe doesn't care about me. I thought that this school was different, that everybody would like me here, but I was wrong. The girl I want to like me the most, doesn't like me at all. How could I read the signs so wrong? She's been acting this whole time. She pretend to like me. What am I going to do in Los Angeles. Six months is a long time and I have to spent them with somebody who doesn't like me at all. I don't think she wants to live with me either, it's just that Miley has decided to take us two along.
,,Beca Mitchell?!" Mr. Meyers brings me back to reality. Everybody in the classroom is looking at me and I don't like that attention at all.
,,Sorry what did you say?" Now some in the back begin to laugh. Damn, why have they always have to laugh about me. I doubt that they haven't thoughts. Everybody have thoughts, so are they.
,,I suppose you didn't hear a word I just said?" Ashamed I shake my head. ,,We were talking about the Romans. You need to pay attention in my class miss Mitchell, otherwise you'll fail for the test."
,,What for test?"
,,Ah, so now you're listening. Next week, there going to be a test about the Romans."
,,Next week I'm gone for six months."
,,So you have that education?" Stacie looks at me and I can only nod. ,,With who?"
,,Chloe Beale."
,,You get your girlfriend with you, you lucky girl."
,,She's not my girlfriend, she has a boyfriend."
,,Oh yeah, that asshole Tom. You are way better then he is."
,,Are you flirting with me?" I say laughing, because I know that she isn't. Stacie become a really good friend, she feels like a sister to me.
,,I'm not. I like somebody else by the way."
,,Aubrey, right?" Now her face become red.
,,How do you know?"
,,So you aren't even deny it? You really like that serpent?"
,,Aubrey is not a serpent Beca, she's just protecting her best friend. She doesn't like Chloe with Tom or you."
,,So Aubrey wants Chloe all to herself?"
,,What are you assert?"
,,Me? Nothing, I hope for you that your feelings will be answered by Aubrey. You are a really sweet girl."
,,Thanks Beca, but Aubrey and I already..."
,,Miss Mitchell and miss Conrad!" Mr. Meyers yell through the classroom. ,,If you won't pay attention, you have to go now. Go to principal!"
,,Sir, you can give us a warning or something. This is unfair!" Stacie yell back at him.
,,Unfair? No, this is justice! I'm telling everyone the story of the Romans and you two just keep talking."
,,We were only talking for two seconds or something. You can't just kick us out!" When I see the face of Mr. Meyers become red, I pull on Stacie's sweater.
,,Come on, don't make him to angry otherwise you'll might fail for the test." I whisper to her and I see that she's cooling down a little bit.
,,I can kick you out of this classroom miss Conrad and I will. Get out and take miss Mitchell with you!" Without saying a word, Stacie and I leave the classroom.
Later that day I'm in the cafeteria. Jesse, Amy, Benji are sitting around the table with me and I'm really happy to have such good friends.
,,Are you still close with Chloe?" Jesse looks at me.
,,Not really. She has a lot on her mind."
,,That doesn't make sense. You two were so close and now she just let you fall."
,,She got more important things to do!" I yell and now I feel how less I like the idea of Chloe being pregnant from Tom.
,,I'm sorry, but what can be more important than friendship?"
,,Something that can change her future."
,,Wait!" Amy yell. ,,Is she pregnant or something?" I take a bite from my meal and pretend if I know nothing. ,,She is, isn't she?"
,,She doesn't know."
,,Well, did she do a pregnancy test?"
,,I don't know. She has a test, but that was before this whole thing. We are talking, but not much."
,,She doesn't tell you if she's pregnant?"
,,I don't think so, or I'll already know right?" Just at the moment that Amy wants to say something, a hand is placed on my shoulder. Of fright I swing my arm backwards, against the person behind me.
,,Hhmppf." That voice! I know that voice! Immediately I turn around and I see Chloe. She has pain.
,,Oh no! I'm so sorry, Chlo." I stand up and put my arm around her weight.
,,Chlo?"
,,Yeah, not good?"
,,It's fantastic! You haven't call me that since..."
,,You let me fall, I know."
,,I didn't let you fall, Becs. I – I just had to put my mind back on track." Now Chloe comes a little closer. ,,Can I talk to you for a second?"
,,Sure." I let Jesse, Benji and Amy know that I'll go with Chloe and leave our table.
,,Becs, I – I can't..."
,,Did you do the test?"
,,No, I'm afraid."
,,Afraid or not, you need to do the test. You might be pregnant from your boyfriend."
,,Tom isn't my boyfriend anymore. What if I am pregnant?"
,,Chloe, you'll be a great mom."
,,I don't want to be pregnant. I don't want to see Tom again."
,,Wow, what happened between the two of you?"
,,Let's just say that he wanted to have sex and I didn't."
,,He – that asshole – did he raped you?"
,,What? No, of course not."
,,You said that he wanted to have sex and you didn't."
,,Yeah, but that doesn't mean raping."
,,Then what did he do to you?"
,,When I told him I didn't wanted to have sex, he just hit me out of nowhere."
,,He did what?!" I'm in shock. I thought that he loved Chloe, but I was wrong.
,,Becs, it's okay."
,,No, it's not! That son of a bitch is going to regret it!" And then I turn around, walk away from Chloe. Watch out Tom, I'm coming for you!
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A new beginning
Teen FictionBeca (18) begins a new chapter at Barden University, after a period of being bullied. She doesn't have much confidence and feels alone and insecure. Will there be someone who will let her believe in herself again?