A new beginning

.33.

After I have been with Beca to see her, I'm home, after Miley had dropped me. I would not leave Beca, but Miley said I have to do the test. I do not want to do that stupid test. Imagine that I'm pregnant, that would really be a disaster. Tom wants to have nothing to do with his child and Beca's going to hate me because I did it with him without protection. I can not look at myself in the mirror. If I am pregnant, my life is gone forever. I have not even told my parents. That I've done it with Tom without protection, that maybe I'm pregnant by him and that the love of my life lies in a coma. What a mess! I think of Miley's words: "If you are pregnant, think carefully about names", but I do not want to think about. When Beca and I have a child, then I will think about it. If I'm not pregnant, it saved my life. Of course Beca will be angry at me because I did it with my ex boyfriend, but she will not disappear from my life. I know guys names that I really like and also a view girl names...

,,Chloe, are you in the living room?" My mother asks. Shit! I did not know she was home. The test! She absolutely can not see the test. Where did I leave that test? The footsteps on the stairs are getting closer and I don't know what to do. I can't find that test! ,,How are you?" My mother comes into the living room. To search for that test is too late now. Hopefully she doesn't find it or I'm screwed.

,,Not very good. Beca isn't waking up and I don't know what to do."

,,Maybe you need to find yourself some distraction?"

,,Like what? I think about Beca all the time."

,,Baking a cake or something. I have a break from work in about a half an hour. Maybe you can clean the counter top for me and after that we can bake that cake together?" I sigh. That might be a good idea. As she is busy baking, she can not find the test.

,,Sure, go finish your work and I'll begin cleaning." My mother smiles at me and leave the living room after that. I walk to the kitchen and start cleaning. Soon my mind is back with thoughts about Beca. I can't help it. I see her sing and laugh. A tear escape my eye and quickly I wipe that away. It's too much pressure for me right now. Beca in coma, my affair with Tom and maybe my pregnancy. Can things turn around? I grab my phone.

Chloe: Are you with Beca?

Jesse: No, Jeremy and Nina are there.

Chloe: I thought you wanted to be with her today?

Jesse: I was with her, but the doctors send me away.

Chloe: Why?

Jesse: Because of Beca.

Chloe: Is there something wrong with Beca?

Jesse: No, don't panic. Her state is still stable, but the doctors are surprised. She isn't weaker, but also not stronger. She's in the same state as last week, there's no progress.

Chloe: And what does that mean?

Jesse: They give her two weeks to wake up otherwise, they stop everything.

Chloe: They are going to kill her?!

Jesse: Ultimately they haven't a choice.

Chloe: There's always a choice. Did they discuss this with Jeremy?

Jesse: Yes, and he wasn't happy to hear.

Chloe: He's right. I'm not happy either. Beca is going to wake up! No one pulls the plug!

Jesse: When Beca not wake up in two weeks, it may be that she's going to be a vegetable, do you want that?

Chloe: No, but I don't want to lose her.