"I Will Always Love You!" - A Dawsey Story - Chicago Fire

is this real- chapter 14

It's been 7 weeks. I've felt different. I don't know if it's because I'm pregnant or if it's just how happy we've been. I can't even explain it. Were just so happy. There isn't really much to say. I know that maybe this feeling could be pregnancy related so I knew I had to take a test. Matt was still sleeping. 

I got out of bed and went into the bathroom. I peed on the stick and now I just had to wait. It was either gonna be plus or minus. I just had to wait the 3 minutes. I was nervous, but excited this could be it. We could be having the baby in 9 months. There was something about hope that helped. It made me think that everything is going to be ok. I waited and then there it was. It was ready. 

I saw it very clearly. A single line. I couldn't believe it. This didn't seem real to me " I'm not pregnant..." I couldn't believe this everything seemed real for me. I felt like I could be. I had to be. I can't believe this. I went to our living room and sat down on the couch. I knew I had to call the doctor " excuse me hi... can I get an appointment with Dr. Travis?" The nurse responded         " what seems to be going on.." I was calm " I think I might i'm pregnant...." She understood " he has an opening at 9 does that work.." I smiled " yes... I will be there..." Matt came into the room   " your up..." I smiled " yeah... I have an appointment I have to get ready..." Matt looked at me        " what appointment..." I looked at him " just a regular appointment..." He looked at me " wait.. i'll come.." I looked at him " babe... you have that vote this morning remember..?" He looked at me " that's right..." I looked at him " I'll be fine... i'll tell you how it went later..." 

Then I rushed out of the house. This was it.