8:30 am
I felt the contractions. It wad painful, but I was conquering the pain. This is all I wanted. I wanted to experience this all pain and all. I didn't want drugs because I just didn't want the babies to go through that. I know it's not bad, but I didn't want that. I didn't want that if I didn't have to. I know the chances of C-section is high, but I just wanted to do this with no epidural. Matt brushed his hands through my hair " your doing great baby!" I smiled, in pain " yeah... I'm strong!" He smiled " you are..." The doctor came in " ok let's check again..." He checked and looked at us " good news... Gabby your at 10..." I smiled at Casey " were having baby..." Casey laughed " were having babies!"
The doctor laughed with us " ok Gabby... were going to get you to the the OR..." I looked at him " ok... I'm ready!"
Matt waited outside the OR until I was prepped.
30 minutes later...
9:00 ready for delivery!
I was ready. The doctor looked at us " ok Gabby it's time to start pushing..." Matt grabbed my hand you can do this..." I held Matt's hand " ok..." The doctor looked at me " ok 1...2...3 push..." I pushed " ughh" Matt smiled " good baby..." Time past and it felt like forever. I felt like this was never ending. The doctor looked up " she's almost here... one more good push.." I gave it my all. The doctor smiled " and here she's is.. your little girl!" She cried and cried. I cried " our baby girl!" Matt smiled as his eyes filled with tears " she's beautiful... she looks just look you baby..." The doctor looked at us " ok your boy is coming next..." The doctor looked " oh boy..." I was scared " what's wrong... what?!" He looked at us " he's side ways..." I looked at him " no c-section.." The doctor looked at us " ok I'm going to try and turn him..." 10 minutes and our little boy was turned..." The doctor looked at us " ok Gabby your gonna have to push... harder.." I pushed " Matt... it hurts.. I can't..." Matt put his hand through my hair " you can... push come on... your almost there... our boy is almost here..." I pushed and 15 minutes later here he is. The doctor looked concerned. I looked at him " what's hapenning?" He looked at us " the cords around his neck... ok its off..." He wasn't crying yet...
I yelled and cried " why isn't he crying...?"
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"I Will Always Love You!" - A Dawsey Story - Chicago Fire
FanfictionGrief everyone deals with it differently. It's a process and a painful process. "I Will Always love you!" is my version of what happens after 5x10. Matt and Gabby are newly weds who recently gave custody of Louie to his biological father that just c...
