"I Will Always Love You!" - A Dawsey Story - Chicago Fire

keep at it- chapter 15

I rushed to the doctors. I was nervous, but excited. I just wanted this to be real. I wanted this to happen so bad. I couldn't even think about it not happening. I wanted it to happen so bad. Matt and I we've wanted this for so long. We've wanted it so bad. I just needed to hear good news. I know pregnancy tests aren't always the most reliable. Sometimes they fail and I didn't want to take any chances. I just wanted to hear some good news. 

I got to the doctors and was just waiting to see the doctor. I was nervous. I don't know why I didn't tell Matt this morning. He's my husband why didn't I just tell him. The doctor came in "Hi Gabby how's it going..." I looked at him " good..." He looked at me " so you might be pregnant.." I nodded " that's what I'm thinking..." 

He did the ultrasound. I was so nervous. It was so cold. He looked at the screen " i'm not seeing anything..." I looked at him " so i'm not..." He looked at me " ya I'd say your not pregnant.. but.. i'd like to take some blood and see... that way i can check your levels too." I was concerned " does this mean i cant.." He looked at me " no no... your still young this might just not be it yet..." I looked at him " but after the miscarriage... does this mean i don't have a chance?" He shook his head " no..no..no. your chances are about 65% which might not seem great but your healthy and in shape. your odds are good just keep on trying..." 

They took blood. I knew that we just had to try again. Nothing can work just that fast.