"I Will Always Love You!" - A Dawsey Story - Chicago Fire

maybe this is- chapter 19

We have been trying for 6 months now. It's been new and everything for us. The first time it was all so fast. We weren't trying. Everything just happened and it felt right. I didn't end up working out though. We were both crushed because we were excited for everything. Then we got what felt like a second chance with Louie. We got to care for him and he was ever bit our son. We wanted to adopt him but sometimes you just have to do what's right when circumstances change. I thought this time maybe it was it. We haven't had any luck these past few months. My last test I took was a few days ago. 

We got ready for work. Matt looked at me as I got dressed " you know maybe you should take another test.. maybe today's the day..." I looked at him " the last 3 tests have all been negative..." Matt put his hands on my shoulder " we just got to keep trying..." I smiled " I know..." 

We went to work. I just couldn't shake this feeling. I knew something had to be different. I took one of those ovulation tests. I thought maybe this would help us. Either I'm ovulating and this our window or I'm not and we try again when I am. I took the test and I'm ovulating. I couldn't believe it. I went to Matt's office. He was in there all alone. I opened the door " baby... look!" I closed the door behind me. He smiled " what... a test?" I smiled " I'm ovulating..." He laughed "now..." I laughed " yeah... we gotta do it..." Matt looked at me " at the house..." I laughed and nodded " yes... this is our window!" He looked at me " Gabby..." I looked at him " It wouldn't be the first time we did it... in the firehouse and I hate to say it but it won't be the last...." He laughed " your crazy..." 

I locked the door and closed the blinds. Matt kissed me " you are crazy.." I smiled and kissed him " for baby Casey..."