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'Forget'

Justin's POV

It's best to forget, and that's what I've done. I've forgot, they should also.

3 weeks have passed by and I still feel worthless. I eat, but hardly. I think I've lost a couple of pounds. Everybody's worried but there's nothing to worry about. I feel fine, even if I have to lie.

"Daddy, people at school said that you are sad and ignoring everybody." Kendall said.

"Ken, don't listen to them, I'm okay. Who told you all this anyways?" I asked curiously.

"These high schoolers came and they said that they love you and told me to ask if your okay since your sad." Kendall said.

"Oh, well don't worry Ken, I'm fine. Alright? Now do you know what's going to happen?" I asked as I smirked.

"Daddy no I'm to old for this." Kendall said.

"Well to late, rawr!" I yelled as I started tickling her. For a six year old, she acts a lot older. Not that I mind.

"Daddy stop!" Kendall yelled as she laughed and Selena walked in.

"Hey, what's going on?" Selena asked and sat by us.

"I was tickling Kendall." I laughed slightly as Selena did also.

"Kendall, can I talk to daddy alone really quick?" Selena asked Kendall as she nodded and left to play somewhere else.

"You okay?" I asked and got up so I wasn't slouching on the couch anymore.

"I should be asking you the same thing." Selena sighed.

"What do you mean?" I asked curiously.

"You've been seeming off for the past weeks. Justin I know your not okay and I know you think it's best to forget about this but I don't." Selena looked down.

"I try to forget about depression every single day but you come and annoy me with it all over." I snapped.

"Excuse me for trying to help." Selena said and walked out the room.

I sighed. I'm involving so much people in my problems now and I snapped at Selena for her trying to help me.

I honestly don't know what to do.

Forget. Forget. Forget. Forgetting won't help me for god sakes. Selena was right. I need to be happy, but how? How in the world will I be happy when I'm getting bullied by millions of people around the world. I don't think you can relate but it hurts. A lot and i can't just ignore and forget, I have to deal with this every single day. Wether I like it or not.

"But don't you love your Beliebers?" Scooter asked curiously.

I went over to Scooter's house to tell him something important that I have decided .

"Of course I do, but the drama lately has made me feel worse. I think this is the best idea." I said as scooter nodded.

"You do realize that retiring will bring more attention to you whatsoever." Scooter said and I sighed.

"So no matter what I do, I'll always get bullied?" I sighed in confusion.

"Justin just think of your family. All that matters is your family and Beliebers." Scooter said.

"I know and I understand but I think fame is making me feel worthless. All the people that hate on me make me feel so worthless even though they think I don't care." I sighed.

I put a smile on my face each day to hide my sadness. I'm not happy. I was happy.. I was. I'm not anymore. I love my Beliebers but the haters hit me with words that could hurt you so much and make you feel bad.

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Sorry I haven't updated, I had writers block but I'm back and ready for some drama. ;)

I know Selena was hardly in this part but don't worry, I mean this is a Jelena story haha. So yeah get ready for drama with Jelena!