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'Pressure'

Selena's POV

Today's the day. Leah was on her way over with Scooter so they could get ready and go out public. I was terrified. I was jealous. Was I jealous though? Because I know this is fake but.. Justin kissing another girl will hurt me way more than it would hurt Justin. I think I'm just over filling my head.. or am I not? My head is literally going crazy. I put my thoughts aside and I decided to relax and think of the bright side.

There is no bright side..

Leah and Scooter finally arrived. My heart was beating hard. I have no idea why. I just need to remember this is all fake.

"Hey Bieber." Scooter said and Justin laughed as we all sat down on the couch while I kept a peak on Kendall and Mason

"Alright Justin. You won't go public just yet, publicity will come to you. You and Leah will walk outside around the nearest mall until paparazzi crowd you. You will hold hands and do all that lovey dovey stuff you and Selena usually do. Make if look real, alright kid?" Scooter questioned and Justin nodded as he also sighed.

"So when do we leave? I mean how do you know paparazzi will be at the mall?" Leah asked. I guess she's new to all the publicity and paparazzi.

"They trace me down, I have no idea how but they'll find us after 10 seconds we enter the mall. But they'll get all squished up on you and shove you around at times." Justin sighed and looked nervous.

"But don't worry, bodyguards will be around so no need to be nervous." I added as Leah looked like she calmed down.

"Alright, Justin we have camera's all around, so me and Selena could see everything your doing and take this ear piece so I could tell you what to do." Scooter said as Justin took the ear piece but looked confused.

"Is this a ninja mission or some publicity scandal?" Justin chuckled lightly while putting on the ear piece.

"Bieber we have to make it look realistic alright? Now you and Leah start heading out and I'll tell you what to do right after you step out the car." Scooter said as Justin and Leah left.

Justin's POV

The car ride was silent. It took like an hour to get to the mall because Scooter had different ideas. I swear Scooter's ideas could get so out of hand, this whole thing turned into a ninja, kind of spy thing. I had no idea why but I guess I have to deal with it.

I parked the car as me and Leah walked out, intertwining my fingers with her as Scooter began telling me what to do in front of the paparazzi.

"Alright Justin, can you hear me?" Scooter said through the ear piece while paparazzi flashed camera's in our faces.

"Yeah." I simply replied and tried to get my way out of the paparazzi.

Do paparazzi have anything else to do than stalk people for living? I swear all you see them is sitting outside your door step, ready to get one simple picture of a celebrity. What's so special about a picture? You want to make money while ruining other people's privacy?

"Alright Justin, grab Leah by her waist and walk inside the mall, ignoring all the questions the paps yell at you, Got it?" Scooter questioned and I signaled yeah as I did what Scooter asked me to do and walked inside the mall.

Fans crowded all around me asking for pictures and autographs while Leah stood awkwardly next to me. I literally think this was all a mess. Scooter messed up big time, coming to the mall was the worst place to pull of this whole fake girlfriend thing. I had no idea what to do now. Scooter told me to walk around the mall with Leah and then drive back home. I did exactly what he did them drove back home with Leah. Thank god I didn't have to kiss her.

Once we got home, Scooter told me how I did then he and Leah left leaving me and Selena alone again with Kendall and Mason.

"So how was the paparazzi handling all the new girlfriend thing?" Selena asked as she fed Mason.

"Crowded. Really crowded this time. I still think this whole thing is a bad idea." I said as I flopped on the couch.

"I'm sorry, I know all this pressure is hard on you and stuff." Selena said and carried Mason as she set Kendall on the couch.

"Babe it's not your fault. It's just fame. This is what I get for following my dream." I sighed and went on my phone.

"It'll be over soon, I promise." Selena said and I kissed her cheek as I clicked on Twitter to see what's tending which was me and Leah. They trended "Jeah". Like seriously? People are already making ship names?

I sighed as I set my phone down and I decide to take a nap to get all this pressure off of me.

Pressure. I have a lot of pressure on me. Sometimes I think I'm just going to break down. Just literally break down from everything. It's all hard on me. Imagine getting followed everyday, getting hated on, getting bullied, all that crap. I love my beliebers but fame is just getting harder and harder everyday.

This pressure is getting worse. I'm at the point where I'm breaking down..

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I know I promised more but something came up I'm so sorry xo.