'I'm Not Ready'

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Selena's POV

"Sel I'm sorry.." Justin said while following me up the stairs.

"So is it gonna be like this everyday?" I asked.

"Be like what?" Justin asked clueless.

"You leaving for the whole day without seeing the kids or me." I said.

"No of course not." Justin said.

"It better not be." I said annoyed.

I get Justin needs to work but he can take breaks sometimes for his kids. I mean we have a newborn child for god sakes.

"It won't okay? I'm sorry. It wasn't even my fault." Justin said.

I didn't reply I just went to check on Kendall.

"You okay baby girl?" I asked

"Yes mommy." Kendall said.

"Where's daddy's hug?" Justin asked.

"Daddy I wanna finish watching Dora." Kendall said.

"Okaay..." Justin said.

Then I went to check on Mason which was still on his nap.

"Are you still mad?" Justin asked.

"Um maybe." I said and walked downstairs as Justin followed.

"Babe seriously how many times do I have to say I'm sorry?" Justin almost shouted.

"Can you lower your voice? Mason is sleeping." I said and sat on the couch.

Justin then decided to sit next to me.

"Babe please stop being mad.." Justin said.

"I'm calling my friends over." I said and went to the kitchen to call all my friends over.

An hour later Demi, Ashley, Vanessa, Stella and Khloe showed up.

"Hey! Oh my god I can't believe you had your baby" Demi squealed as we walked in the living room.

I guess Demi's squealing woke Mason up.

"I'm gonna go get Mason," I said as they all sat down and I brought Mason downstairs.

"Oh my god he's so adorable!" Khloe said.

"I just wanna squeeze him." Stella giggled.

"Congrats." Vanessa said.

"Thank you." I smiled.

Justin's POV

Since Selena was so mad and brought her friends over, I called over Fredo and Ryan.

They soon came and we all sat in the game room.

"So I heard Selena had her baby." Ryan said.

"Yeah wanna meet him?" I asked.

"Sure." Ryan said as I went and got Mason from Selena and came back.

"Dude he's adorable." Alfredo said.

"Yeah man, girls will be up on him." Ryan joked.

"Ha funny, I said that in the hospital." I said.

Selena's POV

"Sel you seem mad." Vanessa said.

"Not at you, just at Justin." I said.

"What'd he do this time?" Khloe asked.

"He didn't do anything wrong, I'm just frustrated how he's hardly gonna be here since his studio and meetings are everyday and he hardly can see Mason or Kendall."

"Oh honey I'm sorry. But at least he's trying.." Stella said.

"I know I guess I'm just over reacting to all of this." I said.

3 hours later, the girls left and Mason and Justin and Kendall were all watching a movie in the movie room.

"Hey." I said as I sat next to them.

"Hey, your not mad anymore." Justin chuckled.

"No and I'm sorry I over reacted to all of that." I sighed and put Kendall in my lap.

"It's fine, and I promise I'll always be here for you and the kids." Justin said.

"I know, I believe you." I said kissed him.

"Ew mommy daddy stop." Kendall said.

"Does Kendall want the tickle monster?" I said as I tickled her .

"Mommy stop!" Kendall said as she laughed really hard.

"Okay Kendall, let's go get ready for bed time." I said.

"But mommy 5 minutes please" Kendall said.

"Kendall you have school tomorrow." I said as I carried her up to bed and tucked her in then went downstairs back to Justin.

"Um Scooters coming over." Justin said.

"What? Why so late at night?" I asked.

"I don't know, he wanted to talk." Justin said.

"Um okay I'll be upstairs then." I said.

"No he wants to talk to both of us." Justin said.

"Okay.. let me put Mason to bed then." I said.

It took Mason a while for him to fall asleep but then he did and I walked downstairs, seeing Scooter and Justin sitting on the couch.

"Hey Scooter." I said and shook his hand.

"Hi Selena. I'm glad your both here. Okay, we had a meeting and we decide that it would be a good idea for the world to finally see Mason." Scooter said.

"But I'm not ready for that yet, I don't want all the paparazzi all over us and crowding us.." I said.

"I know but it's for the best, plus Justin will be noticed more." Scooter said.

"Is that all that matters? For Justin to be noticed more? For god sakes he as millions of beliebers, tons of paparazzi on him and he's all over the news." I snapped.

"I understand it's a lot to take in, but it's for the best. You have to trust me on this." Scooter said.

"No. I'm not ready for Mason to be all over the news and I'm not ready for him to he crowded by lights and cameras everywhere we go." I said.

"Sel, it's gonna happen sooner or later. Why can't it be soon?" Justin asked.

"You two are rushing into all of this to fast. I'll think about this and Scooter I'll call you and tell you yes or no." I said and walked upstairs.

I know Mason was gonna be all over the news in sometime but I don't want it to be now. He's just a newborn child.

Ughh I'm so frustrated.

I then went upstairs to bed and fell right asleep, putting my thoughts aside.

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You All Are Amazing:)
Sorry it wasn't long :/ It's 1 AM.
Next part will be a bit long :)

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