Prologue+Chapter1

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Dedicated to: @Aaannoonnymousss you already know the reason why. hehe :)))) Thank you for sending me a tweet. Sobrang na-appreciate ko yung effort. First reader and follower to send me a tweet kaya natutuwa talaga ako. Salamaaaat! :))) Dedicated na rin para kay @SupposedlyAuthor for making a cover for me. I've been waiting for the other covers. HAHA! Thanks in advance. xD Saranghamnida! :)))

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 PROLOGUE + Chapter 1:

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is growing up.

I fell in love at the wrong time. I didn’t knew I am inlove until he left and cut all the communications, why do things need to be like that? Am I a bad person to suffer this much? It’s been four years but it still hurts.

I can even think about the possibility that he has his new girl already. We didn’t have that relationship back then. We were just close like best friends, but why did I fall?

“All you can do isbe someone who can be loved. The rest is up to the other person to realize your worth” Sabi sa quotes na nabasa ko sa twitter. Pero bakit ganun? Am I not that worthy to be loved back? I mean I did eveything for him to love me back, in the end? I suffer, I was lost, I got scared.

Scared of loving and hurting again, my mom once said “Love and hurt is a total package, you never knew you love him until you got hurt” Isn’t it too much for me to realize that I love him? I am totally honest to myself that I love my bestfriend.

Four years but still, the pain and scars are still here. Still, is ther someone who’s willing to heal and mend this broken heart of mine?

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I left her, I had no choice but to do so. This is for our own good. Alam kong masasaktan siya, it’s better to be hurt today. Alam kong kapag hindi ko siya iniwan mas lalo siyang masasaktan. I did this for my dreams, the dream that i’ve been dreaming since i was a kid so i grabbed the chance even if it means hurting the girl i truly love.

I love her, but i don’t have the guts to confess. I’m an asshole. Takot akong masaktan, pero sa ginawa ko, mas lalo akong nasaktan.

Paano ako makakahingi ng tawad sa kanya? Paano kung sa mga panahong umiiwas ako e makahanap siya ng iba? Four years had passed. I don’t even know what she looked like now, is she even prettier? Taller? I don’t know.

She deactivated all of her social networks when I started to avoid contacting her. How am I supposed to know her appearance?

“Hyung, bukas na yung flight natin papuntang pinas” --Stanley

Kasama ako sa isang sikat na banda. We have seven members, i am second maknae (bunso).

“Yeah. I know! Are you done packing your things?” Nandito kami ngayon sa company at nagpapractice. Starting tomorrow, were going to stop promotions for four consecutive years. Depende na lang kung may kukuha samin para magperform. The CEO wants us to focus on our studies first bago kami magpatuloy, sa Pinas kami mag-aaral since college na kaming lahat.

“Yes. Balita ko maganda daw yung school na papasukan natin dun ah?” Sabi niya pa. I know it’s a good school, hindi na ko sumagot at patuloy lang na naka-focus sa kawalan. “Ready ka na din bang makita yung kinwento mo sakin na first love mo?” tanong niya.

I laughed at the thought. Pano ako magiging excited? Eh ayoko pa ngang ipaalam sa kanya. How am i supposed to face her? Malaking kasalanan nagawa ko, alam kong nasasaktan pa rin siya base sa kwento ng kuya ko sakin.

“I don’t really know” Kami pa lang dalawa ni Stanley ang nandito kasi yung mga hyung namin nagaasikaso pa ng school records nila kasama yung mga manager namin.

“Ohh! Nandito pala kayo” –Peigne

“Ay wala! Anino lang namin ‘to tange” Sagot ng walang galang na si Stanley. Alam niyo naman, pag Korean ka kailangang gumalang ka all the time.

 “Staaaan!” Sakto namang pasok ni Michen hyung. Pasaway yang si Stanley, bunso kasi eh. At kay Michen lang siya sumusunod.

“Sorry! Peace!” Umakto pa siya ng peace sign.

“Loko ka talaga Stan” Sabi ko sakanya. Tumawa na lang siya at humarap sa salamin, vain yan eh. Tapos siya din ang selca king sa grupo. Wahaha xD Si Stanley lang ang nakakaalam ng tungkol sa first love ko. The reat wala ng idea. Alam kong dun ako papasok sa school na papasukan niya, pero malaki naman yun. Siguradong hindi pa rin kami magkikita.

“Tara practice ng ipeperform natin sa opening ng school bukas” Si Euros. Siya yung leader namin.

“Ne leader-nim!” Sagot naman nilang lahat. Bakit hindi ako sumagot? Wala lang, para cool.

Nag-ayos na kami ng posisyon at nagpractice. Huling practice namin dito sa Korea. Nakakalungkot kasi pati yung ibang label mates namin hindi na namin makakasama, pero sabi naman nila dadalaw sila samin minsan.

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Michen’s POV

Annyeonghaseyo! Joneun Lee Michen imnida! HAHA! Hi sa lahat ng reader’s ang nga pala ang gwapong gwapong si Lee Michen. Hindi ako extra lang sa storya nato sabi ni author lahat kami may parts kaya chill lang kayo.

Simula nung nalaman namin na mag-aaral kami ng Pinas halo-halo na yung naramdaman namin, lungkot kasi panibagong buhay, malayo sa mga label mates, family at close friends namin. Masaya kasi kakaibang experience na naman. Bukas na ang opening ng school tapos madaling araw ang alis namin dito, almost 5 hours ang byahe.

“Pansin ko simula nung sinabi ng CEO na mag-aaral tayo ng Pinas di na nagbago mood niyan” sabay turo kay Irvin.

“Eh syempre malungkot lang yan kasi hindi tayo magpeperform ng 4 years. Pano na lang yung mga girlfriends ko dito. Joke!” Bawal kasi mag-girl friend eh. Pero madami akong chiks. Haha xD

“Puro ka kalokohan! Kaya nagmana sayo si Stanley eh” sabi niya sabay tingin kay Stanley na kung anu-ano na naman ang ginawa kasama si Peigne, sama mo na din si Irvin. Maknae line namin yang tatlo. Pare-parehas makulit.

“Hindi naman ah? Ang sabihin mo Euros nagmana sakin si Stanley sa kagwapuhan. Tignan mo, sobrang gwapo naming dalawa diba? Kaya ang dami naming fans” Hindi ko na kailangan mag-hyung sakanya kasi magka-age naman kami, ilang araw lang pagitan.

“Sige lang Michen, magbuhat ka lang ng sarili mong bangko” nag-walk out naman siya pagkasabi nun, walk-out king, psh! Ang gwapo ko talaga. Shet!

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Hi dears, i made some revisions. i mean major revisions on this. It's totally different from the prologue that i've posted last nigh. 

And regarding about dun sa 50 votes, tuloy pa rin. haha xD call me selfish or what, i deserve something right? hihi xD pero pag medyo madami na siguro yung reads maguupdate na ko. since yung iba hindi maka-vote dahil mobile reader lang. thank you! :))))

Another thing, haha xD hulaan niyo kung sino si Kai sa photo sa nasa gilid. Magdededic ako kung sinong makahula ng tama. hihi xD

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