I WISH I WAS THE NERD: the girl at the back

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

xena carter..

"are you... are you falling for me?"

what??!! with so much seriousness on his face just to say such nonesense.

i suddenly burst into laughter.

"ahahahaha!!!! ahahahahaha!!! i can't stop laughing..aw..my stomach hurts..hahaha"

my stomach hurts from laughing and my eye becomes watery.

"where do you get thay idea from..your so funny.. i haven't fallen for you. ok?"

" your laughing makes me embarrass. can you stop. i'm seriouly woried that you might fell for me so..."

i pinch his cheeks.

"aww!"

"youre so full of yourself..not everyone will falln in love with you."

"i thought you will gonna say you love me a minute ago."

"ayiiuu... i don't.  i just wanted to say i love being together with you. i love to be your friend after a month. just yesterday i treated you like an annoying stranger, but i won't anymore. i'll welcome someone like you in my life even though i hate the likes of you. you will be the only exemption in your kind." 

"ok.. i won't be worried about you falling for me. so i'll do what i want."

he holds both of my shoulder and pull me in his arm. he gently hug me.

"w..wai..t"

"just stay for a moment. don't say anything."

i can hear his heart beat..or is it mine?

.....

gill burton...

Its been a week and four days.

When i thought she will said she love me, my heart starts to beat faster. I'm nervous, become a bit excited. I hope for her saying she loves me too, but I don't want her to. Is loving someone makes your mind will become a mess?  

  I'm confident that I'm gonna get over her. four weeks is still long, I don't think i will fall for her deeper than this.

I want to protect her from me but i can't help myself wanting to get close to her. She said she won't fall for me i feel quite relief but at the same time i feel hurt to. 

I hugged her, i really wanted to  do that so bad. I wanna kiss her too but she will get angry. She might even punch me. So a hug a day will do, i will make sure to steal a hug from her everyday.

......

xena carter....

Eve, Ella and Mia are in my room now we've just finish watchin a movie and choosing another one..for tha mean time we played a music 'fxxk it' by big bang. we even dance and sing along with it. I'm totally having fun with them. Me being tone deaf is no big deal its the feelings that matters. We are totally rocking my room with the speaker turn up so loud, just glad mom left a while ago for work thats why this girls feel comfortable and at home. We played it again three times. hahaha.. such crazy bunch of kpop fans we are.

I never done it with sam, she's not a kpop fan, she doesn't hate it but she doesn't like it too. She just like some of kdramas because of the good story but to a song that she didn't understand is a no. So together with this three I feel like i found my lost sisters.

After that tiring moment we went down stairs to eat. I bet they like desserts so i ask my mom to made some even tough we still have plenty. my mom likes baking but i dont really ate that often i just taste and that's it, she just gave to the neighboring house.

"wow your mom made all this?"

"yeh.. she likes making desserts. if you like you can take home some of it. my mom would really like it."

"really? youre serious right? i will really bring some."

"you're mom looked very kind. I'm so jealous. i wish my mom was like that but she's the opposite she very nagging." i felt a bit proud.

"so how about your dad?"

"oh my dad? he left, and his stupid for leaving my mom."

"what?! i can't believe someone will even reject such a lady."

"yeah."

"oh wait i just remembered. you still owe us something."

"what?"

"your crush.. who is it?"

oh yeah right me too i almost forgot my real intention. i'll make this my chance to put nerd into topic. It's not like i can just ask them from nowhere about the nerd.

"yeah... tell us who is it?"

"ok ok i'll tell but its a bit embarrassing."

" thats fine thats normal."

"His quite famous at school. well almost all girls in school like him so i'm no exception. its Prince Dawson."

They became mute for a while then looked at each other. I hope I;m not making a wrong move.

"Why? is there something wrong? it's not like i want to be in a relationship with him or something. i just really admire him."

"ah.. no there's nothing wrong..it's just.."

"do you perhaps hate prince? did he did something wrong with the three of you?"

"no. its not prince its the nerd." -mia. then eve and ella, the two of them looked shocked.

"mia.." -eve. then i secretly turn on the voice recorder of my cellphone.

" The nerd? you mean prince's girlfriend?" they can't answer. what should i do seems like i can't get it out from them.

"I heard  she was beaten. is that even true? i wonder whats their motive, in dramas its because the nerd get close the popular guy. would that even happened in real life sounds so childish don't you think?"

"ITS NOT JUST BECAUSE OF THAT!!" eve suddenly shouted i was startled.

"did i say something wrong?"

"eve you too??" -ella

"what's going on?"

ella "we are the one who beat her." huuu!!! i can't believe she confessed. 

"why? i don't think you guys can do such thing." 

"are you gonna sell us out to them know you know the truth?" her word shot me. thats my plan all along. her saying that i feel guilty. but what can i do if i don't decieve them i might be the one who get blamed.

"no" i said confidently as i can. "but can you tell me the real reason why you do that? i want to understand you." this is bad for me. i really pity them and i already think of theem as my real friends how could tell them to prince.

"that nerd is fake."

"what do you mean?"

"we know the real her."

TBC....