I WISH I WAS THE NERD: the girl at the back

18th chapter

Xena...

"But..." But he walked away from me.

Why?! I like to work together with Sam though. I he could just agreed. And Its really feel awkward for me working together with those two.

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I'm having lunch with Sam. 

"Sam I'm having this weird thought.." Sam is looking at me waiting for my next word.  " I think I'm crazy."

"what? why?" She was about to laugh. " but you see every one is crazy in their own way."

"I'm being delusional. I think Gill still likes me. I mean the me before. He is doing this weird stuff to Sena, that is making me remind us before. He does that yesterday and also this morning."

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"big sis, I think the boss likes me a lot. He is always looking at me and when I look back he is smiling. Was there something wrong with my face? that I don't know? I looked at the mirror and I see nothing unusal. but then maybe it just me who can't see it."

"I ... don't think there is something wrong with your face." I answered her but unlike Gill I'm not feeling happy at all seeing that face. But that doesn't mean I hate this girl.

"Do you think he likes me?? But I think it is too sudden."

"And he is too old." I added.

"He is? I don't think he is that old. And he is also so good looking."

"He is thirty one." I whispered at her.

"Really??!! But he looks alot younger. So I don't mind. But he is weird that's why he is not my type." I laughed at her statement.

"I agree he is really weird." We both giggled.

Was I happy because she said that Gill is wierd or because she said she wasn't interested in him?

... It's been a week and the two of them are always together and I am always left alone here outside by his door.

Since that girl came he is always smiling and he never even glanced at me.

I hate to admit it but I'm sad. Maybe I still do like him.

When ever I see the both of them I can see his younger version. I somehow want to tell at him that this is me.

Would he love the me right now?

Another month had passed. Days passed by quietly.

I dozed off at my desk...

I think I was dreaming, I'm a boxer and I saw punching on a punching bag that looks like Gill.

Throwing a one-two punches, the. Going on the final blow upper cut!!

"Yah. Wake up." I heard someone said. But my upper cut is the most important thing right now.

"Hiyaahhh!!" Standing up like a champion.

"Ahhh.." I heard a groun. And there is my boss covering his face.

"Ah!!" I shouted. " Oh ottoke, I'm so sorry."

I got him to the clinic with a bruise on his eyes.

While putting cold compress on his eyes my knees give way and kneel in front of him.

"I'm so sorry!!" But he doesn't answer me.

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I bought 2 kilos of ice in grand's store and knock on his door.