I WISH I WAS THE NERD: the girl at the back

The bad Nerd pt. 10

(I'm getting confused of the extra chapter so I decided to separate it. LOLz)

I was standing in front of the gate of the burton's. I don't want to be here.

Am I going to throw my pride once again? I feel like I have no more pride left if I step inside this house.

But throwing my pride this time means a lot of fortune. After this no one will ever try to mess up with me again. No more bullies, I can live my life peaceful. But.... I suddenly remember my parents. I hate them. I hate my life. I started crying again.

"Tracie?" It's Mr. Burton, I don't know where did he came from he just suddenly appear in front of me.

I hug him and cry out loud.

.........

I should be happy, right? but instead I feel so angry.

"do you like your room? if not you can look around and choose a room you want."

I took a deep breath and tried to smile. of course I faked it. " this is fine. It's very pretty."

"I'm glad to hear that." He is not planning to leave me any sooner.

"I want to rest." I said. it's true I'm really feeling so tired.

"Is that so? I'm very sorry. I should go." tlhis rich man is acting so timid around seems a little funny. I feel like I'm such a very important person.

He's about to leave but I stopped him holding his hand. He is surprised.

" I don't know why you abandon me. "

"I.." He was about to say something but cutted him.

"And it doesn't matter to me now that you want me back. I will try to be a loving daughter to you so could you promise that whatever shit I would do you won't abandon me again?"

I have to make sure I have my definte place.

He gave me a tight hug as he cry. " I never abandoned you! I'm very sorry I lost you."

..........

After I got some rest he told me how he lost me and how hard he tried but I wasn't moved at all. I can't feel sympathy towards him or to myself. I wasn't sad nor happy but I acted like I do. I acted like I was touched. Cause I need to.

And it was all thanks to Prince that I found my real family. What a nosy guy.

I also found out that Gill Burton was my brother. I wonder how would he react. I did confess my feelings to him though.

(MESAY: ok I totally forgot to include tracie's confession to Gill though it was rreally an important part and the other chapter is already published I don't wanna make a mess of it. lets just say it did happened. Sorry it is unprofessional of me. but I'm not a professional to begin with. hohohoho.)

I was sitting infront of the window looking at how huge this place is when someone knock on my door.

"It's prince" I opened the door for him.

"Why?"

"Uncle ask for me. But I went here first to see you. Are you doing alright? You look kinda pale." He asked while touching my hair and look worried.

I hold his hand to stop him and turn my back.
"I'm now living in a huge mansion thanks to you. How could I not be alright?"

He didn't say anything Cause its obvious that I'm bieng sarcastic.

"Have you found them?" I was talking about the girls who beat me up. And he knows what I'm talking about.

"No. Not yet." I know that he is more disappointed than I do.