I WISH I WAS THE NERD: the girl at the back

23rd Chapter

Xena...

"She is asking if you are fine meeting her?"

"Xena." Sam came. "Are you talking something important? Sorry for interrupting."

"No, its fine I just need an answer from big sis and then I can leave."

"I will meet her." She's surprised by my answer.

"Then I'll contact you to when and where." After that she left.

"What was that?" Sam Asked.

" my biological mother wants to meet me."

"You're mother?! Then that means.. that girl?"

"She is my sister."

"Woah.. really?" I nodded. " are you okey meeting your mother?"

"I'm not a child any more to bury grudges. And I gave dad a chance I should gave her too."

I receive a call from Gill.

"Where are you?" He's voice a little anxious.

"I'm at the cafeteria. I met someone urgently. Sorry sir I forgot to inform you."

"... have you eaten yet? Wait for me. Don't go any where I'll go there." And he hang up the phone.

"Is that Gill?" I nodded. "What's going on? I sense that meeting your mom was not the only problem here."

"... Gill broken up with Sena the the day after they started to date..... because of me... Gill already knew I'm Xena."

"What?! Since when?"

"A few days ago."

"Really?... I few days ago I heard someone named Sena was dating the president. I'm positive that it was not you. I've been so busy to get to you. I'm sorry."

"That's fine. Nothing you should worry about."

"Are you kidding me? You looked more stressed than before. How could I not worry."

I'm very thankful that she is here for me.

"Then what's going on now? If he broken up with her it means he chose you. Are you two together now?"

"No, that can't be."

"Why is that? Its obvios that you still like him. And he likes you. What would be the problem now? Is it Tracie?."

"No, Tracie was acctually on our side. She wants us to be together again."

" Then whats the matter? Are you feeling guilty towards that little Sena??"

"Yes.. I felt like I'm the one who hurt her. Mom even dad chose love over family so I don't want to.."

"Yah, you've only known she was your sister recently. You are not excactly called a family."

She's right. What am I thinking.?

I laugh bitterly. " you are right. Maybe I'm just making up an excuse myself not to be with him even though..... I like him."

"But what is your real reason?"

"Xena!" Gill called me. He looks like a cute puppy that seen his owner. I wanted to smile at him but I can't it would only give hope for the two of us.

"You called for Xena during work hours for what?" Gill confronted Sam.

I'm going to said she didn't but Sam spoke first.

"I'm not the one who called her here. I just happend to see her. And its not that long since I've been here. So don't get angry with me."

"You are not? Then who.."