I WISH I WAS THE NERD: the girl at the back

CHAPTER FORTY~ONE

Xena...

Prince brought me to the clinic as I requested. I lay down, turn my back at him and closed my eyes.

"Do you need any thing?"

"no, thank you about earlier.."

"you don't have to mention that."

"....i'm sorry but can you please leave me alone? I just wanna be by myself for now."

"ok but I'll come back later."

Its been an hour since I came here I still don't wanna go to class and I don't want to stay here for too long too; so I decided to just go home; in my mom and I's house. Got a blanket from my room and lay on the couch while watching tv.

After a while I felt sleepy then fall asleep. I got woken up by the sound of my phone. It's already dark outside I wonder what time is it now.

I answered my phone still half asleep.

"Xena, where are you? I've been calling you so many times but you didn't answer." Its mom and she sounds a bit worried.

"sorry Mom, I'm at our house right now; after school I came here but then I fall asleep."

"We are about to have dinner, I'll just save yours. Come home quickly." Home she said, but this is my home.

"I can't I'll just sleep here. I just buy food outside." Then I turn off the phone. I didn't wait for her so say anything and just drop it.

I looked at my phone's miss calls and there is sam's and even Prince. "what the heck?... why?" I got so many miss calls from him. Does he need anything? I'm about to call him when he suddenly calls.

"Why?"

"YAH!!" aw... I think he just broke my ear drums. "Where are you?"

"I'm at home. Why?"

"you are not. I went there earlier and you are not there. and I just called my source And you are still not there."

"source?"

"Never mind that. But where the heck are you? Why did you leave the clinic I told you I'll come back."

"I'm not at gill's house. I'm at our previous home. I fell asleep so I cant answer your phone."

"is that so?"

"hmm."

"are you... ok now?"

"hmm.. but I don't think I can last longer."

"what do you mean?"

"about Gill....that really hurt me but...why do I still love him the same? I'm so stupid." I started tearing up again.

"...do you want me to go there?"

"no... I feel much more comfortable talking to you at the phone."

"..ok... but what are you planning to do now?"

"I don't know. But I guess my plan to hurt myself to forget him won't work,... maybe I just...just stay away from him." But I still don't want to.

"I also think that is way better." Then my phone notify that  the battery is low.

"my battery is about to empty. Thank you again for today."

"You can count on me anytime I can be here for you." That is such a sweet thing to say. Is he really this kind to his friends? He is such a nice person. I don't regret that he became my first love.