I WISH I WAS THE NERD: the girl at the back

CHAPTER THIRTY~FOUR

Xena...

I woke up and get ready again for school, I wonder If gill's already gone I bet he wake up early to avoid me.

When I got out side I saw a familiar car that I saw yesterday, Its Prince car, he was talking to tracie but then she left Prince standing alone in his car and got inside Gill's.

ohh,, gill's still here. I also went to Gill's car I tried to open the door but it's locked.

"Hey!! let me ride too." but then Gill drove and leave me. Aiiishhh!!

I walked to Prince car that was about to leave too. I knocked on his windshield, he put it down.

"can I have a lift again?"

he let me in his car.

"I guess you have a fight with Tracie, you're in bad terms with her?"

"Yes, I told you yesterday that she wants to break up."

"is that for real I thought it was just a joke."

"no I'm serious."

"ohh.." I don't want to ask any more. He might think I'm sticking my nose on their personal matter. and he might not be comfortable telling me those.

But this silence is quite awkward.

"why did you do it?" he suddenly ask. but what did I do?

"..do...what??"

"beating up Tracie." he looks a bit mad. How should I answer that??

" She said that she got beaten up by of the girls who like me. so I blame myself for what happened. Do you really beat her up because you like me??."

"no.." wait, If I deny that I didn't do it, they will still find who really did it "...i mean yes" wait, If I admit, is that means I'm saying that I like him "aahh..no ...yes...ahh!! whatever!!" I gasp did I just shouted??.

he laugh a bit. " I supposed to be angry with you, you know that. "

I nodded "yeah, you must be"

"and I'm a little regretful that I'm nice to you yesterday realizing that you're the one who beat up Tracie. even of you are my first love I shouldn't have been nice to you."

I feel like it's a wrong move to ride with him. "Then you can stop the car and punch me....wait ... punch is a bit to much can you just reduce it in just a slap?"

he really stopped the car. I'm getting nervous! I closed my eyes while facing him.

Riding with him is a suicide. "oh wait! Please remember that I have been already hospitalized because of her. so please be a...you know... a little gentle......please." I have to think of a way to lower my punishment.

I'm still closing my eyes, he is taking to long..is he warming up? Is he gonna do it vigorously?

I took a peak and he is just staring at me with a smile.

"...why?" That confuse me.

" Don't you think saying sorry first before that? maybe if you are sorry you might not need to receive a slap."

I didn't thought about it, ok its just a word saying sorry and beg for forgiveness is easy.

I took a deep breath. "s..."...you can do it ..." I'm so.." did I forget how to speak?! maybe 'I apologize Is much easier to say than I'm sorry.. ok I'll try it again.

inhale..."I apo..*cough *cough" what the heck?! I can't say it!! My pride don't want to apologize to something I have never done!!

"Are you ok?" I glare at him.