I WISH I WAS THE NERD: the girl at the back

CHAPTER FOURTY ~SEVEN

"I'M GAY!!"

My Dad shouted when I turn my back on him and about to leave. 

But... I heard him right, right? He just said he is...I mean shouted that he is gay... a GAY?

With a frowning face I slowly turn back to face him again, he is looking regretful. All other costomer in the restaurant is looking at him, they are not that many but still I bet he so embarass that he shouted that.

Then there is an uncle that imidiately go to dad and comfort him by putting his arm to dad's back and his other hand holding dad's face trying to wipe his tears.

"It's ok.. its gonna be fine." The uncle said.

My mouth wide open as realization comes to me. So he's not just gay he also have a partner

I breath deep as I can and sat back at my sit. The uncle look at me then avoid my eyes, like he feel ashame.

"So what?" Then they both look at me confused. "So what if you are gay? That's not enough reason for leaving me."

Its so brave of him confessing but he have been a coward for many years that hurts me.

"I'm gay and I don't want you to be disgusted with me. So I left."

"Isn't that.. just an excuse to live with him? Alone." I somehow now understand him but I'm being rude cause I know that dad chose him over me.

"Please don't say that, I really don't wanna leave you behind but that---"

"Its my fault." Uncle cut dad. Hearing that I can't help but glare at him.

"No..its not." Dad told him, I can feel their sweetness even we are in this situation and I don't feel digusted but just a bit weird maybe. Maybe because I have never met a gay couple before.

"I really feel apologetic to you. Just hate me but please not your dad. Its all because of me why your family broken. I Am also the reason why your mom left you with your dad."

"What?" Thats about 8 years ago.

"And I also made your dad leave you."

"Don't say that leaving her is my own fault." Dad said, he looks woried for this uncle.

I'm staring to feel angry at him. All this years I thought dad was a womanizer but it is actually not a woman but a man.

"You have been in a realationship for that long?''

" its longger than you think. We started going out since our high school days."

"Wow!!! Really??" I suddenly felt amaze. Maybe this is what you called true love.

"Tell me more!" I'm so thrilled. I feel like I'm watching a kdrama. "and start from the day you guys first met."

they looked so puzzled as I look fascinated.

Uncle started the story and dad just add side comments, suddenly we are all just getting along.

To put their story short they begun their unacceptable relationship during their highschool. society was not so understanding so they put their relationship a secret.

Uncle doesn't mind how people will see them but not dad he is scared as hell. So Dad had made mistake try his luck to a woman and had me.

they have been separated for years then meet again. And just let me say cause they are too embarrass.. they just can't help the feeling.

Dad tried to push him away because of his responsibility but uncle is so presistent

In the end dad ended up cheating cause he love Uncle so much.