I WISH I WAS THE NERD: the girl at the back

13th CHAPTER

We didn't plan to but we ended up going riding the same train together. I got here by the bus and him by his car. The train is unexpectedly full this time. I always got home very late and always on the last train. but this time we got home early and the train was so packed with people going and off to work. This cramped is totally out of normal.

And never would I imagine that Gill would be standing next to me. Even though he is wearing a face mask you would totally see that he is really irritated.

That's what you get. you have a nice and beautiful car yet you are riding a cramped train. He also got a much huge mansion yet he is living in a small apartment. Just why is he doing that?

The train had its first stop but the train doesn't get any  free space at all it got more cramped.

And I ended up almost hugging  Gill. I flinched as I realize that he might get more annoyed. so I tried pushing myself back.

"yah!! don't push!" said the girl behind me getting really angry.

"sorr--" I haven't even finished apologizing when she push me back. And back to Gill's chest. 

this is so... 

I looked at him to apologize. and move a little further.

"It's fine." he said holding my back pulling me close to him as possible.

my stomach feeling so queasy. this feels uncomfortable but comfortable at the same time.

We got off the train, and now waiting for the bus. I'm keeping my distance to him as much as possible. when the bus came -- this time it is so empty-- he sat at front and I sat at the very end.

Even walking on the street I'm keeping my distance. I let him walk first but then he stop and look back at me. But after a glance he just continue walking.

After I washed up and got to bed I suddenly felt like laughing. this day is quite funny. After I got shy due to the train incident I totally forgot about seducing him. To think that is an another chance to annoy him.

my stomach made a sound. I guess I'm hungry.

I went down to get a cup of noodles, I will just eat it here. 

I put on hot water on it and rest for a minute. When I opened my saliva almost fell the smell is good.

It is still very hot I blow it one time and carefully put it my mouth when I realize Gill is sitting beside me and staring, I unconsciously slurp all the hot noodle on my chop stick. FIRE!! And burn my tongue.

hot!! hot!! hot!! 

I'm fanning my mouth using my  both hand while my body is bouncing due to unexpected pain.

this guy offered a bottled water, and  I without any second tought grab it but I can't open the bottle. 

this fucking bottle why can't I open it. He took it and open it for me, I grabbed it and drank like no tomorrow. 

but still my tongue still really hurts. I feel like crying.

"yah" I said not shouting but full of anger.

"why look at me like that?? I just helped you." 

I'm speechless cause its true. but still... its his fault. right? 

"are you still going to eat this?"

I look at him in full of annoyance. you think I could still eat?! I wanna shout him.

"  you drank my water so I'll eat you noodles in exchange." he dragged my noodles and eat it.

"you could just buy your own. it's not like you have no money for it."