I WISH I WAS THE NERD: the girl at the back

CHAPTER THREE--TWO:

when the teacher pass i whisphered to my seatmate

"did i really did that?? am i really tapping my nails ?? "

he nodded..

ahh this guy "why didnt you stop me? you"

"i did.. i called you so many times but youre ignoring me."

ohh...my bad

an hour later ... (break time)

"yah!" sam ..while tapping my shoulder "what's wrong with you?''

"what do you mean??..t..there's nothing wrong."

"tskk" she smirk "look at you..look at your face. only blind persons wont know that there something is wrong with you. "

should i tell her??

"right... right that face!! hahaha you are so obvious come on tell me."

this girl..just what kind of face i am making right now??

maybe i should tell.. so at least if that thing really happend someone knows im innocent..and she is no stranger to me..almost like a family..

"wow..we've been bestfriend as far as i can remember...and you wanna keep a secret to me?? tsk... dont tell me its about the thing we talked about this morning??"

i sigh..

"deabak!! so was it really the reason??''

i sigh again deeper..and nodded

"oh.. poor you.. why do you need to love that prince?? well everybody loves him."

i poke her forehead hard..

"aww"

" thats not it.."

"huh??"

"i dont care whom ever he will make his girlfriend who ever he'll love. i dont have feelings for him any more..."

"youre so cute when you lie.." then she gave me a very sweet smile

this girl!! well i guess i did lie..

" you!!! well thats not it... my problem is the one who beat up that nerd."

she laugh " don t tell me you did the beating!! hahahsha" she laughing so hard..why?? shes crazy its not even funny

"of course not!! but.. but.."

"but what??"

"i was there." im about to cry

her face also become serious

"xena... tell me what happend.."

"i was doing my thing in that cr..then they suddenly came..i didnt see anything...just heard the noises..cause they are in the other cubicle while i was locked in my own..i know shes getting beaten up... i know i need to help her but i didnt.. i can help her but i didnt do it...i did not do anything.."
then finally tears fall

my friend gave me a warm embrace and tap my head softly

"its not your fault.."

"no..thats not the problem.."

she let go and hold my shoulder waiting for next word i will let out..

" she saw me.."

"i was about to leave..i stopped and looked at her involuntarilyw..i saw her and im sure theres no blind fold cause she look back at me...sam... what if she really didnt see who did it to her?...sam ... what if they pass all the blame to me?? what if that nerd thinks that i did it to her??"

"xena...you crazy girl!!..."

she hugged me again... i know she's woried about me..

"xena...dont tell it to anyone..ok?"

i nodded...i know if i told it to anyone just to say and prove that im innocent it will surely back fire... and sure i will be the culprit.. rumors easily spread in here.. and some will add salt even msg to it...

that nerd,i wish she didnt recognize me.

TBC....