Our missing friend

Chapter 33

I lay there listening to Felix breathing, for some reason I couldn't sleep all I kept thinking about is Daisy and where she is? I hope she met a guy or wanted to travel or something and that's why she left without telling anyone and not that something bad happened to her. I wish we all had never stop being friends, we all needed each other the most the last couple of years I can tell, maybe when daisy comes back we can go back to how it was.

I get up quietly so I don't wake up Felix and go downstairs to the living room, I sit down on the couch and open Daisy diary

Dear diary,

Me and my mom got into another fight today and it's mostly my fault. I'm angry all the time about everything and mad at everyone. I feel like no one understands me and I feel like I'm losing myself, I hate feeling like this! I don't feel like me anymore, my boyfriend he tries to talk to me about what's going on I know he knows something going on with me but I put on a fake smile and say nothing's wrong because I'm a coward! Me and my mother have been having a lot of disagreements about a lot of different things some thing neither one of us can even control. Mostly it's the future and what will happen... I wish I could go back to being the person I was but she's gone and she's never coming back. ~ Daisy

This doesn't sound like Daisy? How did I not see that she's was sad? I was so busy with my life and my problems that I didn't notice her slowly losing herself. I'm so sorry Daisy.

"Hey you okay?" I look up to see Felix. "What's wrong?" He says, I notice I'm crying

"Something was going on with her and I didn't even notice" I hiccup

"None of us did" he shakes her head and sits next to me on the couch "come here" he says

He puts a pillow on his lap and gestures for me to lay down.

I lay my head on the pillow, I feel him start to play with my hair which relaxes me and makes my eyes start to get heavy.