H-hey guys! So today, it was pretty good. My fifth period had my crush in it, he sat right in front of me and I swear, he turned around handing papers and taking papers and he smiled and messed around with me so much, my face lit up like a Christmas tree.
Rudolph is back everyone.
Yes, this crush is getting stronger to were after that, I could not focus. I sat there smiling like an idiot, the only thing on my mind was him and how fucking adorable he is.
Fuck my life.
I swear, my crush for him is growing. I wish he would make a move, or talk to me more..
Ugg.
After I messed with him- jokingly and he smiled at me. When he turned around, I swear I could see a faint blush..
That may have just been my imagination.
Probably that.
I don't know really, but my feelings are growing steadily and almost so fast it scares me.
I wish I could do something to fix it.. I wish he would read this bloody book.
I wonder if he would care? Would he just shove it under the bed and ignore my words?
Would he make a move and talk to me?
Would sparks appear again for him as they have me?
In band class, while we watched moana and I recited some lyrics for fun, my friend noticed that he kept looking at me..
Probably just my imagination again.
I wish I knew for sure.
Fuck feelings. Ugg.
