Today has been a mixture of horror and fun.
Let's get this straight. (Unlike phan) Yes I had friends over today. Some really close ones. First, I woke up and just kinda chilled in bed and wrote some stuff in the book you happen to be reading right now.
I told about how I was going to stay at my mums for a few extra days due to my dad. Well, I texted him to explain that and he was triggered. He got majorly triggered.
Ok so he asked me why and then while I was typing he called me. I answered and explained. He still asked why and then I told him that he already knew why.
Let's just say we got into a big argument, the ended in tears. For me.
I may not be able to go back to his house at all. He told me.. he was cleaning out my room tonight and to just stay at my mums.
That hurt. It still does very badly. I don't know if he was being serious, people keep saying he's not. But what if he is this time?
Sooo yeah that happened and now I'm a more troubled kid but who cares! Ugh end my life.
After that I talked with my friend MinionCrazed on the phone to cheer myself up. She had her own issues going on so she needed me as much as I needed her.
We cheered each other up, but it may just be temporary happiness. My mind keeps going back to the family issues and the pain of this morning.
I do have a friend right here, right now by my side reading this. I need her today. I'm thankful I got her. Maybe she will keep me from doing something stupid. Or she will just do it with me, huh Autumn_Anne?
But hey when don't I do something stupid?
Anyways that's what happened today. Yeahhhhh.
Fuck my life.
Bye guys!
