Do you ever feel like you can't really- breath? Like you can't get enough air in your lungs and you just feel scared and depressed?
I feel like I'm going crazy. Like after everything- I've just broken and lost all sense. I don't want to except defeat. But what if I've been wrong this whole time?
Liars know how to turn things around to make everything fit them and kill the other person. And even as I have proof I still feel so alone.
Don't get me wrong, that's not an extremely bad thing, I've grown to like being alone.
But there is a person that I've also come to like. That maybe this person.. maybe I'd like to be alone with this person so we can be alone together.
I feel a bit crazy, like I'm going boy crazy. I don't try to be, and I hate myself for sounding so crazy. I'm just sick of being trash and being alone.
I suck at relationships. I'm cringe and bad in them. For once I wish everything bad would leave so I can just be happy.
This person gives me mixed signals. I hate being confused. But the more time spent away from him, the more time I find myself wishing to be in his presence.
Am I crazy?
Maybe. But I can't change it.
