Maybe I wasn't good enough for you and maybe I already knew that. But you told me you loved me and that was a fucking lie.
Maybe you made me feel special and maybe I let you go and you came back, but you weren't meant for me and I see that now.
Maybe I was in love and blinded by you but maybe I saw deep down that you would turn out as a ass and I ignored it because I was an idiot.
Maybe I felt like shit and thought that it was not over but maybe I was so wrong and maybe that's a good thing.
Because maybe I don't want you in my life. I don't need your lies and sweet smiles. I don't need your shit and messed up drama. I don't need you to tell me I'm beautiful because I already know. I don't need your approval or attention because honey I'm fine by myself. I have friends for that.
And maybe you broke my heart and I cried over you but honey those were wasted tears.
And maybe this was a small note that you won't read and to most it means nothing but yet means everything to me.
You are a piece of shit and don't deserve to be happy. Playing girls like that is not "fun." Want a long lasting relationship my ass.
You didn't want me to tell people? Yeah, you didn't want people knowing when you exposed yourself.
So many people are hung over you, you have them wrapped around your little finger. You make me sick. Why can't anyone else see that you are shit and don't deserve to be here? You've lied since the first day. I'm ashamed that I called you my friend.
And yeah of corse I'm gonna be alone durning this again cause everyone else loves you but you know what? I don't fucking care. I'll know who's my real friends by the end of this.
Maybe that's why everyone hates you and tries to make you feel bad. Maybe that's why my mum never trusted you. Maybe that's why you've been suspended so much and don't want to be at other schools. Because no one else but this small ass town trusts you.
I don't blame them. I certainly see clearly now. And maybe I'm alone in this and all my other friends love you, but one of them can't stand the sight of you. And maybe that makes the rest of my friends mad because you are their "family" and they don't want to choose sides but honey you refuse to see the actual point.
If you looked clearly and actually took into account that he is a ass, maybe you'd be less mad and understand someone else's point. But you can't get past the fact that he's so "great" and "amazing" and those damn eyes.
And yes my best friend hates his guts, but that's because she never got blinded by him in the first place. And she cares more about me then anything. She does not care weather she was friends with him or not, she cares that I got hurt.
Take into account what he's said and what he's done. Fishy huh? Yeah.
So don't get mad when I relate with some more then others. Because sometimes certain people actually listen and take my side then automatically hating me for hating him. You can do something to change your point of view but you refuse to. It's to much work.
And don't get mad at the truth dolls, I'm just pointing it out.
