So, I fell for you again. Are you happy? You own my heart in more ways then one and I got nothing in return. You complained about how she ignored your texts but you are doing the same to me. Was it all just lies? Did you not understand how deeply I fell for you and you just left the moment you realized there was better?
I'm not the best, in fact I'm far from it. But I loved you. I still do, I love you more then I'm willing to admit. I feel played. But at the same time I can't bing myself to hate you because you were hurt and you had all the right words. I don't want to push you, I don't want to make it harder. But I don't know what to do. Because I really really like you, and it seems you don't feel the same.
Did you see me and realize you wanted something else? You said I was perfect. You said I was beautiful, I was your world and meant more to you then words. You said you loved me, you said you'd never leave me again. You said you were mine.
I've liked you for so long. Two years actually. And I was still trying to get over those feelings but you had to come and resurface them all. Now several things I loved are tied to you, and I feel like I'm spiraling down down down. I wish you'd offer me a hand. But that hand isn't mine to claim. It never was.
I don't think you're mine. I think you played me like a fool because you were lonely and I was an easy target. Even after everything, I want to believe you. I still love you, you own my heart.
And I can't quite get it back.
What did you do to me?
