Sooooo how goes it?
Christmas is right around the corner and for some reason I can't bring myself to be excited?? I don't know I've just been feeling so down and depressed lately it's not going great.
So how have you been? Anyone excited for something specific? Anyone hoping for a mistletoe kiss or a certain gift? What do you all want for Christmas? I for one am not getting much, being there's not really anything I want really. I'm getting dan and Phil hoody's so I'm excited for that. And Percy Jackson books hopefully.
DISCLAIMER! Expect a Nico/ Will oneshot soon coming up on my oneshot book. I've been thinking and since break is coming up, I will be doing a little story on the week leading up to Christmas. Hopefully I can do it and not back out because I'm extremely lazy. But looks like I won't have any friends left soooo that won't be that big of a deal! I need something to do.
Also, I haven't told anyone this but no one reads this anyway so it doesn't matter. I'm thinking about doing homeschooling after this year. A lot of things went into this decision, including a lot of my self issues that I won't go into to deep.
"But omg you used to always complain about everything why stop now??!"
Good question. I'm going to try to stop being so open, and deal with my issues on my own instead of pressing them to other people. Apparently I just annoy people with my problems so I'm going to try and stop and if it leads to me cutting or ripping myself to pieces because I have no other way to get them out, well I'll be just like every other depressed kid on this dreadful planet we call home so it won't be that big of a deal huh?
I want to be homeschooled for a lot of different reasons so don't ask. And if you go to my school or know me personally, see this and ask me, I won't respond.
Anyways that's a little update! Haha hope everyone is doing well because I'm certainly not but that's okay! See y'all soon.