My workaholic girl (COMPLETED)

Chapter 4

-Seans's POV

In my life, ngayon lang ulit ako nakaramdam ng ganito.

Confused, staring blankly at the ceiling in my room.

I looked at the clock and it's 3:00 a.m. already but I'm still asleep.

I close my eyes.

Wrong move! Muli akong napadilat.

Naglalaro sa isipan ko ang dating ako. Yung dating ako na walang ibang naiisip kundi ang makasama ang babaeng pinakamamahal ko.

I close my eyes again and....

(Flashback)

"I'm really sorry Sean. I need to do this." Janella said.

I looked at her face. There, I saw the sadness she kept in.

I still don't understand what she's trying to say.

"Do what?" nakangiti kong tanong sa kanya.

We're here in the restaurant where we first met. Actually it's our 2nd Anniversary and we're here to celebrate just like the last time.

And today, I'm going to propose to her.

Medyo kinakabahan ako nung dumating sya kanina.

Dahil sa intensity na nararamdaman ko, hindi ko na pinansin yung lungkot sa mga mata nya.

I was very busy then memorizing my lines in my mind the words I'll say to her.

But now, what is she talking about?

"Hey... Are you crying?"

Heto na... Umiiyak sya. May nagawa ba ako?

Wala akong natatandaang nagawa ko na makakasakit sa kanya.

I admit I was a playboy back then. A notorious one. Pero nung nakilala ko sya, nagbago ang lahat.

From a notorious playboy to a one-woman man.

She changed me. No. I changed because I love her so much.

I don't want to hurt her cause I don't want to lose her.

Lakas makabakla pero sya ang mundo ko.

"Sean I...." Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit bigla akong kinabahan.

Nakikita ko sa mga mata nya yung matinding kalungkutan.

"Sean I... I don't love you anymore."

Woah!

What??? What did she just say?! What the???

"You are .... kidding right?" Ramdam ko yung panginginig ng boses ko at yung mga mata ko parang nagiinit at nagtutubig.

Shit! Joke ba to?!

Seryoso yung mukha nya at umiiyak din sya.