Stained Heart

Chapter 22

Im okay.

The clock ticks as my heart beat goes faster. Kinakabahan ako sa magiging kumento ni Ma'am Constance sa movie.

Its been three days since it was made. Tina was transfered in her real job as cinematographer. Nagkaron kasi ng errors sa mga papeles. Kaya siguro naging proofreader sya instead of Cinematographer. Gina rin kasi yung isang nagaapply as proofreader.

Her team was great. Mabilis nilang natapos ang edits. Na syang himala na for us.

"Ma'am Erise, kakausapin ka na po ng producers." nakangiting sabi ni Cherry.

Oh my god.

Sana naman ok lang yung movie.

Dapat talaga kasama nila akong manood. But I wanted to watch it alone. Sabi nga dapat sa first screening na manood si Ma'am Constance kaso pinanood nya sa projector ng meeting room.

Sinolo nya yung movie.

Natigilan ako pagpasok ko.

She's crying.

"It was beautiful. Just like the first movie you did. Yun nga lang, eto yung sayang na naging finally. Hindi kagaya nung una na sayang lang."

She hugged me.

Hindi ko akalaing sa kabila ng pagiging masungit nya, (and forcefully making me stick to the script on taping) eh iiyakan nya ko ng ganito.

Ngayon ko lang na realize, Tina did the right move. Binago nya yung plot into a happy ending. Although happy ending din sa una. Its just that para kay Vanessa at Ronnie lang. Hindi para kay Shaira.

Si Shaira nanaman kawawa. Si Shaira lang nanaman nahirapan.

Hindi nabigyang justice yung ibang characters. Hindi na emphasize yung 'It is worth waiting for.'

Pero heto, yung ending nya, napaiyak si ma'am constance.

Kinakabahan na ko manood. Cry baby pa naman ako sa mga nakakaiyak na storya. Halos mamatay pa sa kakatawa si Saturn noon nang maikwento ko sa kanyang iniyakan ko yung big hero six. tsk.

Pero yun na nga, the ending of stained heart made sense. That every thing is perfect in god's time. Na saka na ipagkakatuluyan ni Tadhana ang dalawang tao kung handa na talaga sila. At sa puntong iyon, handa na si Shaira at Ronnie. Because they love themselves as they love each other the second time around. They knew their own mistakes. Mas napahalagahan na nila ang isat isa.

kasi pag mahal mo, maghihintay ka.

Pag mahal mo, magtitiis ka.

She wiped her tears and sighed para pakalmahin ang sarili nya.

"Next week, Magkakaron ng bagong prints yung book ok? Tapos presscon. Papasok nalang sa bank account mo yung pera."

I nodded. Parang maiiyak din ako.

Malaking tulong na kasi yon para sa medications ni lola.

"And, this thursday morning, prescon for the movie. Tapos sa hapon interview para sa Documentary ng video."

"Yes ma'am. Noted."