Tell me pretty lies
You're the only one I want.
I'm so in love with you.
We're going to have a future together.
Since the moment I saw you, I never wanted anyone else.
These were just some of the things Emma had said to Regina over the course of their relationship, but four years in and Regina had only just realised they were lies.
Look me in the face, tell me that you love me even if it's fake
Regina closed her eyes as she remembered the first time Emma had said she loved her.
"This doesn't come easy for me to say after everything I've been through...But Regina Mills I'm so in love with you."
She remembered looking over to Emma's friends to see them laughing. She only just realised that they had probably dared Emma to say it and she didn't mean it at all.
'Cause I don't fucking care at all
Regina sighed before taking a sip of her apple cider. She was starting to care less and less about what Emma had done, what she was doing and what she would do in the future.
You've been out all night, I don't know where you've been
Regina's quickly looked up as she heard the front door open and close, she sat down her drink as she looked at the time. It was almost six in the morning.
Emma staggered into the living room and gave Regina a weak smile.
"Honey I'm home." She laughed before rolling over the sofa and laying down.
Regina just stared at her, feeling no emotion what so ever. She didn't care that she was drunk. That she had spent the night with whoever.
You're slurring all your words, not making any sense
"Me and Rubes, we went and jiggle bopped with that pirate wannabe." Emma said as she sat up looking at Regina, she burst into laughter before swaying her head. "If you wanna be my lover, wait wait. What is it that Jerrie says at the same time..." Emma gave it a thought before flopping back down, but quickly sat back up again. "IF YOU WANNA BE A SINGER!"
Regina continued to stare at her, she didn't know what to say or what to do in this situation all she knew was that she didn't care.
But I don't fucking care at all
Regina just leaned further into her chair and shook her head as Emma began to sing loudly.
'Cause I have hella feelings for you
The only thing Regina cared about was the feelings she felt for Emma. She didn't know why she still had them but she was split. She wanted them to go but at the same time she didn't because she loved Emma with all her heart but she slowly felt herself giving up on the blonde.
I act like I don't fucking care like they ain't even there
Regina had slowly started to show less affection to Emma, she knew she wouldn't get any affection back. She stopped trying on her birthday, on Valentines Day, on their anniversary. She tried to act like she didn't care about them, hoping Emma would start trying. Hoping Emma would realise that she wasn't in this for real. That this relationship was based on lies and a dare.
But Regina didn't care about that. She didn't care about Emma. Not anymore and that was when she decided, looking at Emma. Her drunken self singing and almost falling off the sofa, that it was over.
She had given up caring properly. She loved Emma but she didn't have the energy for her bullshit.
Not anymore.
A/N: EvilRegal10lp okay this one wasn't so bad...I mean the song choice but what I wrote is bad. Sorrryyyyy
